Back then, I am used to being left out. I was okay with it. However, I still have friends but I have no one to call my best friend for life. I didn't feel lonely. But to tell you right now, these is the first time that ever happened to me like I feel so left out and lonely because each of my friends have their own circle of friends now. I have my family and I am grateful to them but it is different when you have someone to treat as your best friend or as your buddy to ask if you're feeling okay out of nowhere. However, I think that it is my fault because I hardly reach out to someone. I think I have depression. I feel sad for no reason and its like my energy is so low. I loss interest in doing what I love. I am always thinking about how to get a job or have a source of income. Right now, socializing is so hard, like reaching out to your friends is difficult. I have no confidence in myself and currently losing my self- esteem. What do you suggest me to do?