Cancer mom part 3. I have a family and try my best. It does seem things circle around though. My wife has bad chemical dependence issues. I do as well but functional. I guess from seeing how its done from an early age. My son is the best thing that has ever happened to me. I try to tell him often, not because it's bs but actually the truth. He graduated College with high honors. Why am I here. I had a dog named Oscar. He was my best friend. He was around 4 in January 2023 and I had to decide to put him down in January from a back injury that paralyzed his back end. My son is off on his own adventure and I'm here trying to go on with my life and this little dog dying obliterated me. I work in industry and had a less than unhappy life from people who really would be happier if I wasn't hatched and I lose it over a dog. Qscar. I'm sprry I had to put you down. I didn't think you would survive the surgery as you were so active and would have harmed yourself. You were my only friend.