I accidentally left a cat to die. It was a kitten and it was meowing endlessly at midnight. I couldn’t sleep knowing a cat was abandoned by their mother. I’m sure the mother was gone because this is the first time I’ve seen any cat by itself. Around 3am I heard it again and tried beckoning it out. Eventually, at 5, I got it to leave but it immediately booked it towards my pool. I had to struggle to get it out. Eventually, I got it but not without a fuss. It yelped and hissed. I noticed how dirty and unkempt it looked. I took it outside. Little guy was shaking. I put him in the sink so I could eventually clean him up. I shouldn’t have done that. He tried running away and eventually went into my garage, where I couldn’t find him ever again. I tried. I tried. I tried. I tried luring him out! I moved so much clutter and boxes but to no avail. I am writing this hearing them meow knowing I can never get to them and I’m so depressed. Here’s a photo of them. https://ibb.co/5BKBkPZ