I am 40. My father is in the last stages of Parkinson’s and I really wish he would just pass away. He is bedridden, incontinent, and can’t swallow. He has dimentia and hallucinations. It breaks my heart to see him this way and I would much rather be without him than to have him here in this condition. He Han barely string a sentence together, but I know if he could see himself, he would not want to live like this

Hello where does the är-edmissoons go ???

I am desperately in love with a man who is not my husband. Neither man knows the truth.

My iOS developer is a CUTE guy! So sweet with girls. First time I like an Asian guy. Unfortunately he has wife and kids ;(

So, I have somethings I need to get off my chest. I am in my early 40's and I am just working on a better me. I have warrants in 2 states from 20 years ago and because of these warrants and the fact that I am still terrified of them I have never been able to live a good life. I have worked crappy jobs, because I couldn't do anything that required a background check. I am very intelligent and have contributed to many things but not that lasted. The stupid thing is none if them were things I did to harm anyone. It was check fraud and the reason I did it was to make people like me. I wrote bad checks to give people what they asked for so they would stay my friend. Do I know better now...YES. But now 20 years later I have never again committed any crime since! I am a pta mom and active in my community and church. No one in my life knows about that part of my past. I am so scared people will find out. But I am too scared to face it. I have a plan to right this. I needed to get it out.

Something has ruined 3 years of my life. Instead of evolving into a young women mentally and socially I was stuck in this phase of a weird mind thing that stopped me from thinking straight I think and kept going til today 13-16. I am scared of it and still dont understand it but has escaped it and is on the road to being the one in shouldve been again because I switched schools. Like I havent even told this to myself. My whole school relationships was build up upon the person I was when I did this weird mind thing. I was now that thing and wouldnt escape it even though I was hurting. I was scared because the world I build up would come down crashing on me and I thought I wasn’t prepared for that so I just continued to hurt. The weird thing these people ”friends” didnt know anything about the truth about what was going on inside my head. I escaped it kind of now but realized now also thar I am ready for that world to come down crashing on me. I maybe can tell the detailed story but.

I dont know how to go back to normal life and be myself.

Hello where does the är-edmissoons go ???