My brother abused me since we were kids. Every day I wish he would drop dead.

I did my first two semesters of online college and failed every class and lied about it because I don't know how to be honest with my parents. I'm having lots of suicidal thoughts even though I want to keep living because I don't know how to deal with this and I don't want to deal with the consequences. I have well over a full gram of Methylphenidate, plenty enough to kill me. I want to live on because there's so much more I still want to do but holy shit its so hard to live with the anxiety of wondering when everything is going to finally catch up with me and fall apart. F me. I haven't even been completely honest with my boyfriend about it but I know I cant KMS because it would crush him and I cant do that to him, I love him too much. Anyway if you're reading this I hope you're doing better than me

i'm struggling.... ive never been abused or diagnosed with anything, but i feel like im not normal. im addicted to p*rn and i keep telling myself i'll stop watching it and i don't. i get mood swings at any time. one minute i'll be laughing and the next i'm shaking with anger. i read a book about the columbine shooting and i related to dylan klebold. i don't want to be like him but i'm scared that i could be. life seems so meaningless. doing things like school or making friends seem meaningless. i feel like i don't have a purpose. i'm supposed to be a christian, but i feel like i'm faking it. i don't wanna live anymore but i'm scared to die.

I’m a grown woman with a husband and 3 teenagers. I want to die. Living is unbearable. The only reason I don’t end it is because the devastation would be damaging and irreparable to my children. I’ve beat almost every disease there is, I wish just one would have taken me out.

When having sex, I'm at it for upwards of two hours. A session will rarely ever be under an hour, unless I get complaints of soreness or something.. That being said, after dating a woman for awhile, and after a few "romps", it became apparent to me that I was the "other man", and she was cheating on her boyfriend with me. At this point, I realized that the few girlfriends I've had in my life, simply used me for sex. This has ruined how I view relationships, and I honestly believe I'll go the rest of my days without dating again. It's already been several years, and I haven't even so much as asked another woman out for coffee. I admit, I do get lonely from time to time, but the fear I have of being used and tossed aside yet again keeps me single, and keeps me from even attempting anything at all romantically.

I tried -Nads for Men- as an alternative to shaving -down there-. I never got such a smooth shave!

i have come to this site to just confess anonymously in some way for forgiveness. i made this account on twitter that was really just a bait to fool people as just a joke and i feel i've ruined a lot of just naive peoples day. i feel absolutely horrible about this. i wish for forgiveness for i feel that this is just a wretched thing i have done, i wish for the forgiveness of god, have a great day readers for i believe that you deserve it. love you all

i forgot how to do long division and multiplaction and im in the 9th grade. this whole pandemic made me rely on calculators.