I think I'm in love. There's this guy and he's hot. I think he likes me because he started rumors that we were dating(we're not). Anyway, I don't know how to tell him how I feel. Plus, my brother goes to my school and is a big snitch even though I love him. I don't know what to do.

i don't think i want to date my long-distance boyfriend anymore. it was always just a lingering feeling but the more we date the worse i feel about breaking up with him too. i've only been dating him for 4 months but i can tell he wants more (sexually) than i do and i think i'm asexual and am not interested in this stuff (whether b/c it's only been a few months or i am ace, i don't know). i don't know how to bring it up to him and i feel guilty so close to valentine's day and in a month i'm seeing him in person. i just want to break up with him so i can stop having to think like this. i just want to have dumb crushes again and play with friends without feeling guilty that i think like this.

I guess it's nothing new or special but right now I can't really help myself so here I am. Although I knew for years that I'm not straight but never even said it out loud to myself. It seems impossible to just tell people who I really am. I guess I don't really know who I am myself and this is just a emotional breakdown that I'll feel awkward about later. But it seems an impossible jump that once started cannot be stopped. Cannot be taken back. And it's exactly because I can't make these jumps I feel like I'm standing on the edge of an abyss just waiting for the gap to increase. Perhaps I'm just a broken emotional wreck that can't trust even the best of people but even if I try I feel pushed away. Is this my cry for help? Not really. I just can't imagine not saying this even if no one ever reads it. Right now I just feel like I have to say this. I can't even imagine how cringey this is to read I apologise :P.

My dad wants me to finish my stupid fucking eagle scout. Why the hell should I care? If I don't want to do it, that should be that. He's always been the douche who makes others do what he wants. He's a hypocritical asshole. I have told him countless times I don't want to do it, but that doesn't change anything.

I wanted to take my own life because my parents were struggling financially and i felt as though i was a burden on them. 10 years later, they're still struggling financially and even resorting to asking me for money, promising to give it back. I don't want any of it back... Because as far as i'm concerned, i owe them more than i can ever repay.

I have liked this guy ever since I saw, we're classmates still. Back then, my feelings aren't really that obvious since he only thinks of me as a dude. (I'm a girl) then My best friend told me that she likes him, and I know that my crush likes her too. I didn't do anything because what could I do? My crush doesn't like me back. Next school year came and we're still classmates, but we're not clasmates with my best friend. My feelings still hasn't go away, but I have another friend who likes him. Heck almost all of my friends like him. Lately I'm avoiding him but he just keep giving hints and I'm being lead on. It just hurts

Sometimes my parents make me want to kill myself. I know I shouldn't say this as some kids don't even have parents but no matter what I do my parents never seem to feel proud of me or want to have a relationship with me. They treat me like garbage which makes me act out. I can't wait to move out so I'm out of their hair.

I am ***this*** close to using my mom's credit card to buy myself a jacket I'm dying to have. The price is super reasonable and the seller is giving a bundle of free stuff with the purchase. I have pics of her card on my phone and the all numbers plugged in... I just need to hit the checkout button. It's sooooooo tempting. I want new clothes so bad and ever since I got caught shoplifting it's been so hard. I used to get new things whenever I wanted and now I can barely sneak new earrings. God, I want this sweater... the shopaholic in me is saying it will solve all of my problems and I believe her. Ahahah, also did I mention it's 2am and I have finals tomorrow? Classy. I probably sound like a total brat here, sorry about that. I promise I'm not, I just have a lot of emotional issues and I tend to think the solution is in material objects. It often is, at least for a couple days. Then it's back to depressionsville USA.Thanks.