okay, heres how it all begins, i had a friend, we fell out, so I made a new best friend, and now this one is much worse than the first, I want to go back to my old best friend so badly, this one is so ugly and she thinks shes the best and most prettiest person in the world, I feel like punching her but her stupid dad would come up to the school or something, she annoys everyone, not just me, shes so spoiled and stuck up, ooh, how I want to punch her!!! But I can't ditch her? then it looks like i've just used her until my x-best friend is happy with me again..

I tell her i love her when i really dont... she is nothing like my first love. I dream of being with my ex but i dont know if she feels the same as i do. I love her still after all this time. and after a while with this new girl i still cant find a way to love her.

I know that everyone around me was under the impression that I masturbate. I am indeed a very sexual person, but the truth is... I wasn't. This is really embarrasing, but I didn't know how (don't blame me, I'm a virgin). I tried afew times and did it wrong and felt nothing. But it was funny to think that everyone else thought that I could masturbate and that I understood whatever pleasure they were having during sex. And I didn't actually know... untill last night. I spread my legs, went on a hunt for my clitoris, and I found it. I masturbated like crazy. I was shivering with the pleasure. I almost had an orgasm, I think. I did myself so hard that I still felt aroused all day today. Is that normal, or do I need a doctor? I don't know; I don't care. I really want to do this more often. Really, I think I just found a new hobby. I'll do it again tonight, and I hope I achieve my first orgasm, because if it's even better than last night, OMG, there's just nothing else I can say!!!

I have a boyfriend. We've been together for years. He is so deeply in love with me, and I tell him I am too. But I'm not. I honestly feel like I shouldn't date him. I find other guys all the time that I like equally as much, but I don't know what to do. I've cheated and I swear up and down that I don't.

I've secretly been wanting to see what it would be like with another woman..i'm not a lesbian...but i'd love to see what it'd be like...my best friend is beautiful and she's tried to kiss me a couple of times, but i've pulled away like it bothered me...she has a boyfriend and so do i, and i love my boyfriend alot, i just want to taste a woman one time!

I gave you my body and everything and I thought you did the same , but then you lied to me until I found out and caught you red handed. How could you do that to me? You always told me I deserved to be treated like a queen but now that you got me you have failed to do so.

At a retreat, we were sitting outside talking with a group of friends. One of them asked me if I'd ever been attracted to a girl. I lied and said no, even though I'd been in love with the girl sitting next to her for three years. No one knows. It's the only secret I keep from everyone, probably because I'm afraid that my parents will find out, and not be mad, but disappointed and that some of my friends will act differently around me.

i feel so depressed i have no job even though i have the education ...i just want to scream so loud and i want to be left alone i have 3 kids and they get on my nerves sometime i just want to b alone,i have no support and i just feel empty inside...i know i am goiin through a stump but i just need to feel that everything will b ok i cant take much more of this..my middle child gets on my nerves so bad and my oldest irrates me at times and my youngest pisses me off..i am tired of not working and not having money to even buy me a pair of underwear i hate this feeling.