I want to confess a few things, firstly.. I have stolen a few times, i always felt bad for doing it though i had done it more then once. Recently i have stopped and question the meaning of life, why are we here? I also 'fooled' around with my brother/dog when i was younger, its embarrassing and cant believe i done it and regret what i done. Anyways, I've been searching for an answer to why im here in life some years later, I feel lost, I just want guidance and want to know if there is a meaning. I feel like i have prayed to god and in someway things have turned out i want, but not in a 'obvious' way and i feel i have let him down by doing these things and just hope that he will forgive and come and help me out. Hopefully this message will get heard and god will send me a message or help with what i am meant to do. Sorry for boring you :)