Its been 12 years since I lost my best friend. She is married now to someone deserving. We both knew it was wrong. I was newly married and we fell in love. Our affair lasted almost a year and I was torn. No one, not one soul could ever understand. She was to me, everything. She was the only one I was really vulnerable with. She understood me the most. The timing was wrong. Though time has passed, I miss her so much. I miss her so much. I miss her so much. Love you, wherever you are.