I don't know why i love my boyfriend but still after 5 years of relationship i keep searching for other men even if i don't do anything in the end. For example a few days ago i met this guy and he wrote me and i replied but it was a normal conversation even if i was happy he was writing to me, and just only for that i feel guilty. Then he met some friends of mine yesterday and I'm afraid they told him that i'm in a relationship since he hasn't replied even if saw my last message. I dont know why i care and why he stopped answering since we had a normal conversation. But i dont know why i feel good with my boyfriend but still i'm attracted to others. Any advice?