I feel gross now but this is probably my future anyways. As a kid I was overexposed to the internet. Free range to whatever. My neighbor asked if I wanted to watch porn, I said yes and I don’t know why. I was seven. I am now 13 and soon I’ll be 14. I told myself under 6 months ago I would never make it past 13, that I would never get a job or graduate. I thought I would kill myself. Since 7 I’ve coped sexually and at 12 I was posting my body online, perfectly lying about who I was, convincing people I was 19. I was living a double life. A life built off of lies, but the attention was beautiful. I never got it in real life so being faceless and just a body gave attention cause of genetics or something. I’m hypersexual. I was transgender but I felt too sexually active and started thinking that guys wouldn’t like me with short hair if I was ever asked for pictures of my face. My pronouns are she/they. I don’t love she but more people like that. Hotline: 988. You are more than just a body.