At the very start of me and my boyfriends relationship I cheated on him and I feel very guilty about doing it but it kind of just happened and it was only right when me and him had gotten together. He knows that before I was with him I slept with two of my friends but he has just now finally gotten over that and I fear that if I tell him that I cheated he will end up hating me. I don't want him to leave me, he is my everything.