Something has ruined 3 years of my life. Instead of evolving into a young women mentally and socially I was stuck in this phase of a weird mind thing that stopped me from thinking straight I think and kept going til today 13-16. I am scared of it and still dont understand it but has escaped it and is on the road to being the one in shouldve been again because I switched schools. Like I havent even told this to myself. My whole school relationships was build up upon the person I was when I did this weird mind thing. I was now that thing and wouldnt escape it even though I was hurting. I was scared because the world I build up would come down crashing on me and I thought I wasn’t prepared for that so I just continued to hurt. The weird thing these people ”friends” didnt know anything about the truth about what was going on inside my head. I escaped it kind of now but realized now also thar I am ready for that world to come down crashing on me. I maybe can tell the detailed story but.