So, I have somethings I need to get off my chest. I am in my early 40's and I am just working on a better me. I have warrants in 2 states from 20 years ago and because of these warrants and the fact that I am still terrified of them I have never been able to live a good life. I have worked crappy jobs, because I couldn't do anything that required a background check. I am very intelligent and have contributed to many things but not that lasted. The stupid thing is none if them were things I did to harm anyone. It was check fraud and the reason I did it was to make people like me. I wrote bad checks to give people what they asked for so they would stay my friend. Do I know better now...YES. But now 20 years later I have never again committed any crime since! I am a pta mom and active in my community and church. No one in my life knows about that part of my past. I am so scared people will find out. But I am too scared to face it. I have a plan to right this. I needed to get it out.