my entire life i've had to fake who i am to my conservative family. the way i talk my family is completely different then how i talk to my friends. i am two completely different people, and since i've had to lie my whole life its become extremely easy to lie. i'm scared that i am becoming a pathological liar not only to my family, but now to my friends who i love very much. every time i catch myself lying i don't stop it and i continue the lie, i've been trying to stop lying so much, but its been very difficult considering that i've been lying about myself my entire life.