I am 25 years old and have been in a relationship for 4 years with my best friend. We have overcome addiction, death of friends and loved ones, prison, and being homeless. It has not been a smooth ride by any means but in my mind it was all worth it. We now are successful in careers that we love and I’m in college to become a Vet Tech. I am also 24 weeks pregnant with our miracle baby girl, Elizabeth Rae. We were so excited when those two pink lines showed up. We are currently looking for a home and although I am considered high risk, our little girl appears to be healthy. I thought everything was fine but last night while on our vacation to PCB, he got blackout drunk and in the middle of me taking care of him to get him in bed he said that he hated me and hated our baby and his life, and if he could kill himself right now he would. Now that he’s sober he of course doesn’t know what I’m talking about and seems apologetic but I am crushed. How do I know there is no truth to what he said