I am a very, very sad person and I fail at everything. I even failed my suicide attempts.

Just about to email my supervisor and tell her that yet again, I've failed to get an essay done on time. I don't know what the response will be, but publish and be damned! *maniacal laughter*

I'm 32, and I fell in love with Mr. Wrong. We have been married for, 9 years now, I was a......virgin when I started dating him, I told him, and yes, he was my first, we we're idiots for not using a condom, after that..I WAS PREGNANT, but I have a beautiful 14 year old daughter now, TBH, yes I thought he was the one for me, but then this one evening, he left his phone at home, YES of course, I checked it, although I found out he was having affair with another women. I haven't told him about it yet, I love him, and I don't want to let go, For the sake of our daughter, everything is going great at home, we all seemed so happy, but know, I know why he stays at his office till 10'o clock at night, HE IS HAVING A AFFAIR WITH ONE OF HIS CO-WORKERS, I wanna tell him, all it does is bother me, I can't sleep at night because of it, I get lack of sleep..... I need to tell him, but I don't want our family broken up, I don't want my daughter to have to go through that. Divorced parents.

People think I'm happy and cheery, but I've already written my suicide note.

i was 22 when i decided to teach ..i was teaching a 17 year old girl...dont know when we got attracted to each other and started dating each other...now when her mother came to knew..she stopped our relation...and she is no longer intrested in me...i still love her..........dont know what to do...i feel like culprit but still love her...though she thinks i took advantage of her....though we never had sex

I love to drive drunk, every day, several times a day. I hope I kill someone again, with a vehicle, run away, and get away with it(that was while sober). It would give me the greatest satisfaction to kill someone, on their way to or from a psychotically christian church, while drunk on a Sunday morning(One down, many more to go). I have dreams about this several times a week. I don't have the time to do it on a Sunday morning, but I sincerely hope someone does it for me in the near future.

I have PTSD because of sexual abuse from the age of 10. I am now 19, and for the past two years I've been having flash backs of being molested by my father. I don't know if it's a bad dream or if it really happened. He's been an alcoholic my whole life and quit for the first time 4 months ago. Last night I found out that he's been drinking again. I know that my brother who is in his 20's has no way to support himself if my parents split up. He's abusive when he drinks and would probably drink himself to death without the support of my family. I don't know what to do.

I created a fake Facebook profile and pursued a boy I knew in person who don't like me. I did it cuz I have low self esteem and just wanted to feel loved. I kept it up for 2 years till I finally drove two states over to tell him the truth. During our 2 year relationship we both had helped one another accomplish so many obstacles we had in our lives, he completed high school, at the age of 25, and I found Christ and started college. He rejected me once I told him the truth, this all ended in July of 2011. I miss him everyday and awfully enough wish I had never told him the truth cuz I've never met someone, before it after him, who makes me as happy and comfortable. I just wish I was enough.