People always say that being adult changes nothing but paper. I've learned this is true, and it terrifies me.

I love you more than I can even put into words. And because of that, I'm paranoid that you're going to leave. Every single girl that talks to you makes me nervous. Even the ones that aren't as pretty as me. I'm usually a strong, confident woman. And I have NEVER been like this before. What is happening to me?

I was extremely reluctant to let you in because I knew that I would fall madly in love with you, and sure enough, I did. I told you how I felt, and you told me that because of a prior breakup that you were still emotionally distraught over as well as my age (apparently 16 and 19 is too much of an age difference) being an issue with your mom. Then literally immediately after you start a relationship with some guy who is at least in his mid twenties. Yet we still talk all day every day, and I fall more and more in love with you and more and more into the same rut that I fell in last year with her. Now we're too close. I can't just run away so that my emotions can go back to normal. I can't do this because I don't want to hurt you, even though you have hurt me so terribly. And yet I still have hope that someday you will realize that I'm worth a chance, considering that I gave YOU a chance even though I was still in so much pain from what happened last year. I am so sorry that I love you.

i love the way you smile, the way your eyes twinkle. i love to just stand beside you when we are both talking to other people, even if you are hitting on that person. i want to kiss you and hold you. i don't even care if we have sex or not. i just want to be near you. i could look into your eyes for an eternity. just being near you makes me happy. i wish i did the same for you. this all sounds so trite. but i just want to drink in the experience of you.

I strongly believe that does that do drugs in order to be cool deserve to suffer!

I avtar singhAmit when I speak to others on the path of spiritual awakening, I speak to them and get overly excited by the conversations I had wit them. I a fool for this. Indeed to stay in the current moment for life is not about past moments, but the one I breathe in now.mind started to burn and felt a stretch fom evil of moh. I lob god , I need to treat others well and not slander no one.

I suffer from depression. Whenever I have a depressive spell, I tend to neglect my long hair, leaving it matted and greasy. What's perverse is that I love this, I love that when I'm starting to feel better I have to spend a week combing my hair out, it feels therapeutic, like I'm being reborn. I feel awful about enjoying this phase and it inevitably leads me back around in circles. I wish I could look after myself better no matter what my head is doing. Maybe then I wouldn't be so lonely.

I really do love you.. So much it makes me sick sometimes. I hate that you are a loner and I understand that it's how you've lived your life for so long but now that we are going out I would like to spend time with the girl I love before you move away.. Its like you were brought into my life just to be ripped out in 3 months and break my heart. I just want to hang out so we can be together before you leave.. I don't care if we ever have sex to be honest. I just love you want want to be with you always. I'm sorry I feel this way. Its just hard to be away from the person whom you fell in love with on the first date.