Something bad happened to me involving my ex. He comes on to me, and forces me into a position. I don't know if that is something that I should feel bad about. I mean I keep blaming myself. I love my wonderful boyfriend I have now. I also know that I don't have feelings for my ex. Which makes me really happy. At the same time I am not because of what happened.

I've recently started to have cybersex with random guys in chatrooms. I feel guilty about it. I just enjoy the feeling of being looked at. I need to feel desirable. I've never had a boyfriend, I'm a virgin and I'm ashamed of it. All of my friends have done it... I know I can have real intimacy in real life. but i just can't manage to. I'm in love with someone. I try not to think about him. but I do. Before I fall asleep. when I wake up. when I'm in class. I can't help but to think of all the things we have in common. Yet, he's 22 and I'm 17. I want to tell him that I want him. When I'm with him I feel the urge to embrace him. I don't know what to do... I like him so much..

I know this sounds stupid but I really cant help it, I love a person that has cheated on me several times, one even with my best friend but I cant seem to get her out of my head. It feels like when i am not with her, I am missing a big part inside of me. She is the most beautiful person I know and I know the person she is behaving like is not her usual self. She tells me she has trust issues and I am the only person she feels comfortable around and Honestly I believe her, she is an innocent, sweet person and has great ambitions and I always try my best to help for fill dreams, even if it is just boosting her self confidence. I love her and no matter what anyone says I will always fight for her and make sure she does not fall into a position where she cant turn to anyone or just shies away from the world. she deserves much better because she is intelligent and can bring a lot of good to this world, only if there was a way to make her see that!

I used to live with my great grandma, but she lost her house and moved in with her daughter and I live with my dad. I believe my siblings hate me. Im in love with a boy who doesn't love me anymore. I have so many problems that I was lead to cutting. Im in a depression and feel like nobody is here for me.

I'm a young teen girl, & I keep thinking I'm bisexual but I know I'm not. It's not denial, its just I over think too much. One night over summer this random thought popped into my head. I started obsessing over the thought and thinking about the thought everyday. I wanted 2013 to be the end of this thought, and it will. Sometimes Im like -well obviously if I think it, it's true.- Then im like -I don't even like women, never had a crush on one, why am I even freaking out about it?- Then ill go back to thinking what I did before. I overthink too much. Way too much. This has happened with other thoughts before, too. All of these thoughts have been negative though. Thinking bad things about my religion, thinking scary things when I was younger. I talked to my mom about this in like October, and she gave me some good words. I'm just tired of thinking like this. I've never had feelings for a girl tho. I'll sometimes look at others butts and stuff, but not for my enjoyment, but Comparison wi

I'm 18 and two days ago I lost my virginity to a prostitute and I felt great about it I regret nothing and I don't a fuck what anyone else thinks,yesterday I felt a little evil and bad but now I feel like I have never been better.

My secrets are really peculiar... When I was young like 6 or 7 I already know what sex is. Me and my cousin would often -play- with each other.. Sometimes we'd just play a game like hide or seek we're both underneath the blanket and I touch his ----- then he would do it to me. It's so silly but I liked it then as well. I was probably just curious but at the age of 7? Its so hard for me to answer truthfully. When my friends ask - have you ever touched a -----?- I'd just lie. Gahhh! I have no one to tell this to. But it turns out now that he's gay. lol if youre curious.. I dont know but I'm always attracted to gay people but I grew up in an environment to make me such a homophobe...

I want to sleep with my orthodontist, but I'm insecure about my body and he's insecure as well. I'm 25 yrs younger and black and he's old n white. He seems intimidated and thinks that I expect him to be hung. Its driving me crazy. So we just keep teasing each other during our visits.