I have scars all over my torso and upper arms. They're hypertrophic scars, caused by severe skin allergies as a child / teen, left untreated because my parents 'did not believe in dermatologists'... 'all dermatologists are quacks'. I have been able to conceal the scars with clothing. I will not have sex with the lights on / during the day. I will not go swimming ( which is hard for me, because I used to love to swim ). I am now almost 40 years old, and have a failing marriage, and do not have the will to live, as I cannot enjoy life anymore. I've never had the courage to fully reveal my body to my husband, and as a result, our sex lives are nonexistent. He deserves much better than me... I feel like a freak. Also, because of the scars, I have started to feel like a deceptive person, and this tangled web extends beyond the scars because of my low self esteem. I'm so embarrassed of my scars, that I wouldn't admit anything to a counselor. It's just time to for me give up on life

I have only loved one man. Since I cannot have this man, as he is now married and happy, I should never try to love anyone again. I had my chance with him, and I blew it. He's the most amazing person I have ever met, and I will never find another like him...

My husband has never loved me 'for who I am' , so even though I love him, I was starved for attention, and I cheated. I've had a lover for over 2 years now. I do feel guilty about not just leaving my husband when I started to feel unloved, but I really thought that he was going to go to counseling with me, and make progress. Though we are in counseling, he's being nicer, but I don't know how much progress we have actually made in our relationship. I'm so lonely and 'let down', that I keep my lover / will not break away from him. We have tried to 'call it quits' several times, but we always get back together... not just for sex, but for companionship as well. I know it's not the right thing to do, but I have really grown attached to him. As far as my marriage is concerned, I think we'll both look back on this and have a lot of regrets. Now, I also have the added regret of being an adulterer. I know there's no easy way out. I owe it to my husband and to myself to make a choice

im 15 years old and i found out i was pregnant in April. i loved the idea of a little baby growing inside of me. a little someone part of me and my lover. but no one would accept that. i didnt have a choice in the matter. my mom, my boyfriends mom and my boyfriend all wanted me to get an abortion. my mom scheduled the appt without my knowing...and i got a termination...now everytime i have sex with my boyfriend im hoping he accidently cums inside me so i can have the baby i lost...

I admit. I feel this incredible desire for this friend of mine... We both are married! I love my husband and he loves me back so much, but since this friendship became stronger and closer, 2 years ago, I can't stop thinking about him. I had moved to other country in order to run away from my thoughts, from him, I tried to block him from Skype... But it's impossible! We can't control our thoughts! I desire him so much, 24/7! I keep thinking about him, about dirty things to be done with him... I need to touch, hug, kiss him... At least once! And I'm almost sure he feels something like this also! The worst thing: we would never be a great couple, we are too much alike, we can't be a couple we can't have a relationship more than friendship... But my mind keeps torturing me. I need you F. I need to feel you and I really need to confirm if you feel the same way. With no double meanings, just the mainly one. I desire you.

My wife and I had a baby and ever since, she has barely had the time to give me the time of day.she is a stay at home mom and I work an 8-5. When I get home, I immediately take care of our son as she goes to the gym. She able to make dinner around 8 or 9 pm and we eat maybe at 10pm. She promised me things but it has been weeks since she said she would give them. And we don't even touch one another any more. I've asked her to call a counselor for help but it has been a month and she hasn't even called or left a message. I love my son more than anything and don't want to leave him..but, should I seek a divorce? I have no faith in her love for me or us.

I think the only reason I love her is because I cannot have her . . .

today my half-sister called and told us that her biological -father-, who molested me when I was six, had passed away. I have to admit I was joyful. I have hated this man all of my life and been afriad that one day I would run into him and be unable to control my actions if I saw him. I actually felt like dancing a happy dance when my mother told me the news. Then the guilt set in. Why was I so happy that the world was without one more pervert? God has been so good to me. He placed a wonderful man in my life that became my Dad. I love my sister but we have a very strained relationship because some where I assoicate her with her bio dad. I don't like this. I will pray now that I recieve the guidance and tolerance on how to fix this. is it a sin to hate or dislike some one so much your happy when they are gone?