I done a lot of things that I shouldn't have been doing. I've hurt a lot of people in my life, and fantasize about women. While there's nothing wrong with this, I don't believe that God likes this behavoir. But I just cannot stop, and when I do for a while I go bananas, and get frustrated. I don't want this controlling my life anymore. I'm sick of being alone, I'm 45 years old and still a virgin, have never had a steady girlfriend, and am scared to ask women out. It sucks. Please God, give me confidence around the opposite gender.

I know I'm not what my parents wanted, and they'll never say it, but they don't have the children they were expecting.

I had sex with a married man this weekend. I have sunk to my lowest of lows... I didn't feel guilt at the time but now I am overcome by the guilt and shame. I don't know why I get caught up in the moment and don't think about the consequences of my actions. I feel like my life is spinning out of control as I get older instead of growing wiser..... I know my actions will come back to haunt me... maybe not now but I'm sure I can't get away with this. I don't know how to stop being self-destructive....

So literally the last week of school, I've been seeing this.. Cute, perfect looking, amazing eyed, guy around the halls. We smile at each other but that was it. I have nooo idea who he is (I wish I did) but now school is over. I don't even know his name to find him on fb or something. But there was onee thing.m I think he mmight be a year younger than me (actually, I'm pretty dam sure he is) And I have thhis weird thing that the guy should be; older, taller, stronger than the girl. All of those stsndards would apply except his age. *sigh* I wish we could have to to know each other! Ugh? I do I have to be so shyy?! V B

Oy, okay, Next year is my senior year! I caant wait to get out of that school. I haven't had the best of times there. At the end of 10th grade this really cute, fun , great guy (who is a year older than me) asked my frind about me and wanted to syart talking to me. I stated to like him and I think he did too, but I defiantly went about it the wrong way! He would always ask to come over when no1 was home or go out but I wouldn't. I haven't talked to him in a year and now he is graduated and I don't have his number :( then this past school year I had a bf who I thought I really liked but it turned out what I liked and wanted was having a boyfriend and not actually him and ever since I broke up with him he has been trying to get back together and telling me he loves me and making me feel bad. It was only like a 2 1/2 month relation ship! Just get over me already! Right? Ugh, I don't understand why he is so caught up on me! It was a weak relationship, nothing was special about it

So you don't want to pay the child support. Ya know, it's been 15 years. The order was put into affect when you were working at the mall for $6/hr. Does it even occur to you that if you keep dicking around, it's very possible they'll notice how little you've been required to pay despite making way more money now and rework the order and then you'll end up paying much more? PLUS all the back pay? I haven't asked for more. I've left it alone. But I would like a little help right now. So many men who would jump on the chance to pay what you're paying. Most of them pay 5 times what you're paying for just ONE kid. But you. You want to make it about you. You're still selfish. You wanted out of marriage and fatherhood and I let you go. Never asked for anything. And still, even though you got your space, you really don't feel any obligation to give anything back? Really? Not even the measly amount you've been ordered to pay? I just wonder... how do you look at yourself in the mirror?

You're my best friends ex-boyfriend... we got together two times and it was some of the best nights of my life. You made me feel wanted. You made me feel special, even though I knew exactly what it was... I want it again over and over.

i really just want love ill do anything for it. ive sent exposed pictures of myself just to get people to like me but i lose so many friends. do i give up on my dream?