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Last night, I did something I never had done before.
I am not suicidal.
I do not hate myself.
I do not know why I did this.
I cut my wrist and hands deep.
I awoke to a bloody mess on my pants, couch, and pillow. My hand was a clotted mess. I am having trouble feeling my hand, but the bleeding has finally stopped. I am going to be okay. I need to admit this to someone, anyone. I don't know what I have done or why I have done it.
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I went on to omegle and talked to people I shouldn't have. It was late at night, so you can guess what they wanted, and I went along. I feel so horrible now. I feel like I've sinned, and I have. I need help being forgiven. And I need help forgiving myself. I needed to get that out. Thank you for reading this.
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I just shoplifted stuff worth 3500 rupees and got caught. Thankfully I wasnt pressed with charges. I feel extremely guilty and stressed. I cant get over it. I have wonderful parents and an amazing boyfriend who would buy anything and everything i wanted. besides its not like i shoplifted because i couldnt afford. i dunno what was into me. i regret it very deeply and want to move on.
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i finally started liking someone other than the loser i was with the past 5 years but i know it will never work. i never see her since we live far from each other and i doubt she feels the same about me in return. i feel as if i'm destined to be single forever. and i hate that.
dolphingirl11;
female;
22;
United States of America;
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I do not know what to do. I am fifteen and I feel so alone. My mom is always gone and only comes home to get clothes then leave again. My sister who is 6 years older than me always leaves to go visit my other sister and I have to stay here to go to school. I am alone almost 90% of the time. I have been seriously been thinking about cutting myself. I've always had other ways to hurt myself though. I dig my fingernails into my palms just so they leave a mark that goes away in a few minutes. I bang my head against walls but I have yet to actually cut myself. I feel so lonely because even though I have my friends I think they would think bad about me because I am the only 'innocent' one as they always call me. Telling my family is not even an option. If I told my parents I would be in a phyco word by the end of the conversation. What should I do? Should I cut or not? And if I don't, what do I do then?
cookiemonster28;
female;
23;
United States of America;
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When I get in to arguments with my mom, or when she tries to apologize, I wish she'd talk to me less like I was in highschool, and more like the 23 year old that I am.
zeeeeee6;
female;
22;
Somewhere on Earth;
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I'm in love with a guy two years older than me which isn't the real problem, the problem is that he's moving to florida this summer. I never get to see him as it is but I really think I love him. I want to tell him so badly but there's no way I can. He is amazing in every way and I don't want him to go... I don't know what to do...
liar1972;
male;
40;
United States of America;
Baltimore;
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I don't know where to start, I got married back in 2000. It was an arranged marriage. It was doomed from the very begining. Had beautiful son, he was diagnosed with autism. Because of my sick parents tried to work on the marriage. I tried to divorce her many times, seeing my son and father get along so well and his health improving at times I pulled away. I am sure she was in the same predicament. 4 years ago my dad passed away, I have been in a bad place and was in really bad place. Started going out and drinking, I met this waitress and I ended asking her out. I lied and didn't tell her I was married. 1st month into it, I knew I cared about her and wanted to get out but it was tough. Fast forward 3 years later, I told her finally. We had a great relationship but inside of me I knew I lied and betrayed her. She has broken up with me and I should have not done this. I have hurt my friends and her .I am truely sorry for hurting people and going to fix my situation first and then move o
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