I am trying to break a cycle of abuse and addiction to a site so I have come here. I want my life to change for the better. I've had too much pain. I have no one to share anything about myself with. no one likes me but the weird thing is I came clean about a lot of hidden anger I had for people around me and I got rid of them but while no one likes me I love me more now for making the stand. how weird. something has got to change for the better for me. I need a miracle to come true.

I am a born again christian but recently i have been having impure thoughts about other men. i have prayed to god to help me overcome these thoughts but it doent deem to be working. every night i fall back into these temptations and succumb to them and may look up inappropriate photos on tue internet. i dont know what to do and this is tearing me up inside. if anyone else has overcone spmething similar, please let me know what you did.

I'm 24 and I'm seeing a man who is 30. We've known eachother for about 6 months, but only recently started dating a few weeks ago. This man used to date my roommate and best friend, but broke it off when he realized that he was madly in love with me. I feel bad because we are essentially sneaking around behind her back to be together, but I know that we belong together. I don't want to lose my friendship over this, but I don't know how to be honest with my friend without absolutely breaking her heart more than it already is. I want to tell her, and EVERYBODY, but if I do I feel like I might start a "friend war" and that amount of drama is too much for myself or anyone to handle. What do I do?

I think I am in love. . .

I am an old widow and all by myself. I always wish I were good enough to have someone love me, be there for me, hug me, tell me everythings OK and do fun things together, like when I was younger. I am not good enough and I don't have any of that, nor do I see myself having any of it in the future. I am considering suicide. I see a man I screwed things up with 20 years ago, online. I see him, writing, buying, sharing. He is extremely lonely, older than me and all alone. Never married, no kids. I wish God would allow that man to forgive me and start over, then we'd both never be lonely again. I weigh 200 pounds more than I did when we were together. He still looks beautiful, I look atrocious. I am sooo depressed, in pain, tired and overworked with school, volunteering and my job. My kids are grown, successful and gone. I am back in school and I work full time.

Hi, So... I Wanna admit that.. well... i wasent baptised yet (my parents are working on it) .. and i'v been watching that illuminati thing and got me thinking, will i go... u kno... down there :(( i hope not i wear a black braiclet with jesus, mary, etc. and have a necklace witg jesus on a cross.. i havent been in the church for a long time now.... i did some pretty bad things.... in life im really ashamed of... i need advice?

my sins are many for i have not confessed them but to god, am a christian but not die hard so to speck so my sins, I have stolen as a youth big and small for reason and no reason at all. my youth i was filled with joy doing such things that were agents the law human and or gods, i broken every window on a house busted up a simi truck broke into many places. sins then and after I have cheated when i was 17-18 a few times on the girl i loved. I have not always honored my parents and i have cursed the lords name in times of pain, I have fought naybors i drink and do drugs well pain pills for pain I tell small lies. i let some one get in small trouble for me cause i did not speak up. as a teen and young adult i cut my self tried to hang my self. I did witch craft or occult like things since i investigated the supernatural I have met demons and fought them nope not insane went to a shrink and i am fine. I do horoscopes. i broke half the commandments - 3, 4, 5, 7, 8 not sure about 9 or 10

I am so sorry AK. I've been insensitive and heartless to your needs the past week. I was going through a difficult time, trying to figure my life out, and I took you for granted. I knew that you wanted in and to be there for me but I pushed you away. I realize now that it was my fault and the many mistakes that made you mad and despise me so much. You said you wanted out of this and you don't want to have anything to do with me. I will respect your decision and move away. And reluctantly. I know it's a little late but I just want to say to you here, that I can't say in person to you, that I love you, miss you and care deeply for you. I wish so much to tell you this in person and hope that you will be back in my life again. Smile always my love. You will forever be in my thoughts.