I have been struggling with my sexual orientation for a long time. I have dated several girls and enjoyed it. But i have also found guys hot and watched gay porn, even asked a guy out does this make me bi or what

I just turned 20 end of last year. People call me a slut because I had my first child when I was 14. What they don't know is I got raped when I was 10, fell pregnant and got an abortion when I was 11. People call me a hoe and a bitch because I had my second child when I was 17, my third when I was 19 and fourth aged 20. What people don't know is between all these births I had 2 miscarriages, when I was 15 I gave birth to a baby girl who died from sudden cot death when she was just 2 days old. When I was 16 I gave birth to a daughter who passed away in a car accident when she was just 7 months old. People are so eager to judge, but they don't know all shit I've gone through. All the rapes, the physical and mental abuse, all the hatred and bullying. I admit, I've attempted suicide so many times and have thankfully failed each time. But now even though the sadness of losing so many people in my life who were close to my heart, I'm now living for my husband & kids, and for them only.

i fall in love with a player and he his my friend also , i dont kn what to do he going to marry after 3 days he told me his dad is about to die and he wants him to marry someone he chose for him this is his dad will before he dies we are just friends , it is impossible to have a chance with him 1. he is going to marry 2. he is a player 3. i dieted his brother so he will never look at me but nothing happen between me and his brother we even never kissed it was a short realationship only for 2 weeks ! 4. this guy was my cousin's EX 5. His family is a close minded family ! and they dont accept a simple , poor girl like me :( 5. we both have crush and even love but we never admit to each other and now he is going to marry after few days i lost him forever :(

It's such a cliche, but I'm in love with one of my friends. I wouldn't actually call it love, but I like him a lot. The problem is, as usual, I'm invisible to him. We hang out with all the same people, which happen to be all guys so it's such an awkward situation. I feel trapped in the friend-zone... Of course. I dream about him before I go to sleep and find it pointless to hang out with our friends when he's not there. If I could describe how much I want this boy I would, but I just can't. Usually I would leave it alone, but everything he does makes me like him even more. We're just so different. He comes from a Christian family with high morals and I'm a family-less girl with a septum piercing and tattoos. We're just so different. Plus, he's a virgin and I'm not... I feel like I'm a geeky girl stuck in Harry Potter with an invisibility cloak. How do I get him to see that I'm more than just some girl?

I looked at porn today and i feel guilty.

I have a best friend who is a guy. He admitted to me about being gay, and I don't have anything wrong with it. But today I pretended to be someone else and called him the worst names you can think of, because I needed to let them out. I ended up hurting him. I feel so guilty now.

so right i am in love with a friend who i really care about but she is a girl and so am i. i would die for het i would protect and care for her but at the same time i cant tell her cause she might not like me as a friend then so what should i do? she is beautiful, funny, kind, caring, has a funny laugh and a sweet smile, shes smart and she has a good sense of humour. i dont know what to do i hope there is people out there who understand mexx

The following is what I would like to say to a guy whom I have fallen for but have no guts to. Dear R......, You may never know this but I am attracted to you the day I met you. I am more than delighted that we became friends months after I thot I would not see you again. You have brought a new life in many things. Most of all, you had awaken that part of me that thought I would never love again. However given our differences, mostly that I am shy and you're out-going, and that you are interested in Shannon, I highly doubt we would ever start a relationship. The feelings I have for u is like how Snape feel towards Lily in Harry Potter. You are important to me. I want you to be happy with whomever you choose. If by any chance you get to read this, please don't be mad or scared. I'm totally alright with being just friends. I will not jeopardize our friendship. Thank God for sending you into my life, E....