1. I have been lying to my mother about my health. Recently, I have been addicted to a video game, and was not doing my homework. Today, I totally lied to my mom about having thrown up, so then I can miss school. It might not be major like the rest of the text on this website, but it still hurts. 2. I have once stolen a credit card and used it. I have never admitted this to anybody but my mom. 3. I watched porn for a while, even though I am only 14. 4. I belong in a very religious Boy Scout troop. I am a leader, but I am also agnostic, meaning I am not sure if I am religious or not. My troop is Catholic, with the patrol which I am leading consisting of both Chaplain's Aides in the troop. 5. I have stolen an innumerable amount of items from grocery stores to peoples' homes. *All I want is advice on what to do. I cry about this almost every day, and still cannot forgive myself for what I had done. I hope you understand.* -14 year old teen, concerned about his actions.

Everyday I think about suicide. If only someone was there to hear me scream. I'm an artist, I go to a lot of interesting places to paint and write. Today I was on top of a building. I was so close to jumping. When I got home I picked up a knife and put it to my wrist, but broke down before I could actually do anything. I have a gun for safety. Tonight I stood for fifteen minutes, staring at the wall, crying, gun pressed to my temple. I have to take medication for my asthma issues. Whenever I take them, I consider overdosing. One of these days I'll actually do it. I can't take it anymore. If only someone would care enough to talk to me, help me... love me.

I'm in love with my best friend. Today I asked him if he still thought I would be pretty if I got rid of all my hair. He said no. I was about to tell him I had cancer and was going to go through chemo. I don't know if I still want to be with him... I still love him... I can't talk to him anymore. He still doesn't know I have cancer. I guess he'll figure it out when I don't show up for school. <3

I always plaster a smile on my face and keep a positive attitude. Whenever a friend has a problem, I'm their personal therapist. Nobody knows that my iPod is full of death metal and emo rock. Nobody knows that every night I cut my wrists and harm myself and cry myself to sleep, or consider suicide every single day. Nobody knows that the pressure is making me want to curl up in a corner and die. Nobody knows... how I really feel.

I punch myself in the arm until I bruise because I like how it looks. I then hide it away from others because I do not wish anyone to get in trouble for it.

I love you more than anything in the world, I want nothing other than to see you. I don't care what we do, whether we just sit and talk, or have the most amazing sex, just as long as I get to spend some time with you I'd be over the moon. You tell me that we'll always be friends, you tease me, tell me that one day you'll let me have you and that you love me... But at the same time you tell me that 'realistically' we won't be able to see each other for ages because you always have work seven days a week, you tell another friend of your's that you'll go out for drinks when you get paid. I can't bring myself to accuse you of having double standards, or picking favouritest, or lying to me about how you feel towards me because I love you too much, and I refuse to accept that any of that could be true. I just don't know what to do anymore. I've never had a domiinant bone in my body, but maybe I made a mistake when I let you wear the trousers in our 'relationship'.

I had a short lived relationship with my mothers boyfriend, I'm still not sure why she was ok with it. Now for the even twisted part, I blackmailed my mother into having a threesome with me and her boyfriend. I still and may never forgive myself for it. Nobody in my family knows. I wouldn't even know how to begin to explain it or begin to.

I want to have sex with my girl friend's best friend. I have a thing for her and she has it for me too but we don't want to hurt my girl's feelings. I am horny every time i text her and cant stop fantasizing about her!!