I found out I was pregnant when I was 15. The dad wanted nothing to do with either of us.. I am now a single 16 year old mom, with a beautifull 8 month old son. I am an example that God is really there. Anything is possible.

I've just taken 10mg of klonipin and am in the process of downing half a bottle of Chablis Blanc. I've never done anything like this unless it was a suicide attempt. I'm bipolar and have been in the hospital 4 times in 7 months a couple years ago. I thought everything was fine except the occasional episode, but they just changed my meds and I've had to take a week out of college. I have a very important audition on monday and I feel very unprepared, I just can't seem to practice effectively anymore. I don't think I want to die, I just want to stop feeling guilty and forget about everything that stresses me out. This sounds really emo and stupid, I'm sorry. I feel like everyone (including my therapist and doctors) don't like me and my roommates make fun of me behind my back. According to my therapist, bipolar is the new popular diagnosis, and everyone thinks they have it. They don't. I do. It's just like people saying "Oh, I'm so OCD, I have to make my bed every day."

I admitt again hopefully it gets posted I today fell in the same sin because a girl i love kissed another. So I comforted myself with watching evil illegal stuff... Police not yet removed sence reported it Age differance... I ask Jesus Christ and Yahweh of Bible for forgivness in Jesus Christ Name as personal Lord and Saviour and him to cover me in my blood. I forgive all my enemies and those with debts to me, and all who have hurted me, i forgive you all in a billion times, forgiven, you all are. Now please Jesus Christ forgive me of my traspasses and cleanse me in your holy name Jesus Christ of Bible, and cleanse and cover me in your holy blood, and Yahweh of Bible and Holy spirit of God of Bible, I am very sorry... Please forgive me.

The veil is gone, the weight lifted. Happiness returns. Life and balance restored. I'm back to the me I used to be. And I couldn't be more thankful. Thank you, God. Thank you. I'm sorry I thought you forgot about me.

sometimes the amount of stress i'm under makes me cry in the middle of the night after everyones asleep... It's not that i choose that time to cry, my stress wont let me sleep.

I don't know what to consider this-rape or stupidity. I let a guy friend in my house when I was on drugs (nothing hard, LSA), and we had "sex". I didn't like it, I wanted it to stop, but I couldn't get my brain and body to stop it. Was I raped?

I was chased for three months till he caught me by the heart. I've never felt so alive, than when I was with him. But he can hurt my very soul sometimes, commenting on my weight, not responding to my affection, never really being positive about me. But only since we'd moved in together. Otherwise, it was sexy, fun, first love-ish. I don't want to lose what we have, but he's made it confusing...he broke up with me one weekend, the next we made such beautiful love, like never before. He still loves me, he just doesn't know what to do in our relationship if we can't live together. I want only him. I don't even find other men attractive. He's my soul-half.

when it hurts to poop, I pretend that I am practicing for child labor.