i love my girlfriend very much and i will marry her. no question about that. but i've had a deep curiosity about a random encounter on craigslist and i decided to go have myself a bodyrub. it was an older woman in her 40s 50s and she gave me a full body rub but involved some tantra and kissed me n sucked me off. i definitely did not enjoy the experience and felt it was too late to back out once i was there. i regret it very much and i am sick to my stomach about it. i dont think my girlfriend deserves to know and there is one thing i learned about this. i will not do anything like this again, ever. i need to get this off my chest. thank you.

I am the worst mom ever. I feel like I failed my children. I wanted so much for them and I worked so hard and I never gave them what I wanted to give them and what they deserved. We had a few golden moments but I never gave them the life I wanted them to have or the house or had the chance to get them cars or pay for their college. I just failed. And what i hate is that I worked so damn hard. SO DAMN HARD- and got nowhere. I'm so disappointed in myself. I suck.

I hide behind metaphors and sarcasm I should be happy right now. Everything is finally going well for me. I am most of the time, but inside I am cracking. I am shattering and falling apart and I want nothing more than for this all to disappear. He says he loves me. I believe him. I do. What's wrong with me? Why do I hurt so much?

I don't know what I want...my boyfriend of 1.5 years or my ex bestfriend/bestfriends ex boyfriend/ex fling. I pretty much took him from her, fell in love with him and he dropped me. I still love him..we were perfect together.. Is it worth chancing my relationship?.. I just don't know.

I've been in love with you ever since I met you. I wish things could go back to the way they were 5 years ago when we were together, but now when I look at your photos I feel that you're way too beautiful to be seen with someone like me. It's been 2 years since I last saw you now, and would give everything just to be in the same room as you. If I could hold your hand just one more time I'd be the happiest person in the world. But even though you tell me we're still friends, I honestly doubt I'll ever see you again. I'll never love anyone else the way I love you, and I tell myself that If I spend the rest of my life alone, at least I was always faithful.

I am depressed. Very, very depressed. I hate this. I want to feel better, physically and emotionally. I'm tired of being sore all the time and not being able to do the things that I used to do. I am so freaking depressed :(

I met the most incredible man I have ever met. We spent a whole night talking. 12 hours straight. We cuddled in the most amazing experience I have ever been in my entire life. It was for hours. Eventually we kissed. It was perfect and felt so right. The thing is he has a girlfriend. She is 10 years older. But thats not that point. I feel terrible for it, but at the same time I do not regret it, because it was the most beautiful experience I have ever felt. I am not perusing him, I am giving him space as he has so much to deal with. I hope things do progress, but if they don't I have a good friend, and the best moment to look back at and smile over.

i am bisexual and i feel comfortable telling anyone but you guys, my best friends. i feel that i tried my best to hint a little.. but i dont want to lose you guys :') AND, I LOVE YOU MONICA! (just had to say that)