I am a compulsive liar, I don't know why, but I know what I am. I accept what I am and I try very hard to change it for you. I wish you would stop bringing it up. It hurts more than you can understand. It hurts so much.

I hate telling people things directly, but it hurts them when I don't. I don't understand why he still wants to be with me if all I keep hurting him. I just don't know anymore. I just want him to be happy, but he wants to be with me and I'm afraid I'll never make him happy.

I believe that I am realizing my wife really doesn't love me. I know she has slept with other people and we are trying counseling at our local church. I just don't think that she wants me and that saddens me. I think at this point I feel more for my children because, the thought of not having their father around daily (like I did) really made me angry. Yet, whenever somebody in her family tells her something about me that is negative, she always seems to side with them. What's even crazier is that, I get along well with her older sister and now, I have to fight the crazy thoughts I have about her too. I am an only child so, I don't have a safe place to talk.

I am in love with someone who doesn't feel the same way about me. We are good friends, but I want much, much more. I have tried to forget him, but I can't. There is something about the connection we have that makes me believe that he is truly the one I was meant to spend my life with. Sometimes I do think he does have these same feelings for me but won't let himself admit it. We are both married to other people.

I'm sick of being treated like I don't know anything, like I can't stand up for myself. I want to be strong like I once was. I'm too young to be this broken.

Trying this again.... I'm away from home with my family Inna hotel for my gma's funeral. I met a guy and did things for him that I don't even do for bf. I'm not like that I'm confused and freaked out :(

just need to tell someone, even the anons here. ive been in a relationship for most of the past 7 years but recently someone came into my life that ignites a passion that i just havent felt for my gf for quite a while. this woman feels the same way but is unwilling to move in on another's turf. i, on the other hand, feel a need to remain w/ my current gal as shes stayed with me thru some low, low times. we get along, but she just doesnt feel like -the one- if there is such a thing. the passion i feel for this new gal is enticing but i dont know if we're able to have a lasting thing. anyway, its all very consuming. do i stay with my current gal and try to cherish a safe if somewhat boring relationship? or do i risk it all for something that may be no more than a pipe dream? should i just be single for a while? how do i break up w/ my friend, lover, my family? do i even want to? its not something to take lightly.

I dated two girls at once a few years ago when we were all non exclusive. I ended up marrying one, and while she is great I think I am still in love with the other. I cannot get her out of my head, and despite being married only a little over a year I am already ready for a divorce to pursue the other woman.