We fell in love, but you were too far away. I started dating him and it broke your heart when you found out. I cried when I found out about her. I made the worst mistake of my life. I lost you forever.

It took me a year to get the nerves to be near you. Then we almost instantly became best friends but it was so much more. I fell in love with you and when we finally started going out I was so happy we were perfect, i felt happier then i ever had. Then you broke up with me and i felt as if i were going to die. We were still best friends and i saw you every weekend and slept next to you. I still loved you more than anything only i felt betrayed, you never knew how much i cried after being with you. When i told you i still loved you, you would put it off and say you only loved me as a friend. I cried when you talked about others. I tried for months and months ad finally you told me why you broke up with me. You didn't feel right dating another girl. It took you months to get over that feeling and finally start dating me again. Your so perfect. I love you and want to have a family with you. But im still scared that you will do that to me again. But to have you i would do it all again

This crushing feeling is unbearable. I don't think I can handle this much longer. With all the stupidity, pointless rules, and just pure, unfiltered crap that people spout it's shocking that any sane, intelligent human being can deal with the world. I want to scream, vomit, cry, get in a fight, anything imaginable to get rid of this feeling. I'm tired of feeling like I have to hold my tongue around the people I care most about. I'm tired of trying to keep a low profile around my peers to avoid being alienated. I'm tired of the expectations that everyone throws at me. Mostly, I'm just tired. Tired of existing, tired of worrying and tired of thinking. I need help, but I'm both too afraid to ask and too afraid of what the answer will be. All i expect is to be told to suck it up and act like an adult. I can't do that.

We slept together after knowing each other two weeks, it has now turned into a relationship of sorts! We spend a few nights together each week and hang out! It's bene two months and i think ive fallen for him, i can't sleep in my own bed at night anymore cause im begining to miss his company and hugs at night... Noboy knows about our relationship only our close friends! No family, i know ive fallen for him but i want confirmation that we are a couple and not just -seeing- each other, i need to know because ive trust issues, he's aware of that and jokes that i get all paranoid when im not with him. My bestfriend is too wrapped up in her own life to listen and my other bestfriend im sure is sick of been used as my scape-goat.... Ive fallen for a fella who is what ive always dreamt of, i can see myself with him in the future, but all thats holding me back is my families judgement and lack of consideration to my feelings..my friends approve! I think he has saved me.......

Due to emotional abuse as a child/teenager I was promiscuous. I honesty felt that it was the only way that I could get love from anyone. After getting married I fell into the same abusive trap, and cheated on the man that I loved dearly too many times to mention. Now the relationship is over and I will always blame myself because of what I did.

I can't believe you're so selfish, you don't want her to be close to me just because of these rumours that we're lesbians and we kissed, which neither she nor I actually care about. You even accused me of -crossing the line-. What line? We're in a girls' school and you're not, you wouldn't know how close girls can be. Everyone knows that the only reason people came up with this rumour is because I cut my hair short and that she and I only became good friends this year. Maybe instead of being possessive and jealous of someone who's not a threat, you should work on being a better boyfriend, not -protecting- her from something she's said she needs no protection from, and trying to distance her from one of her best friends.

Never been this depressed before, everything important to me seems to be collapsing around me. Sometimes i think its easier just to leave everyone i know so they can live a better life. I've never self harmed before today (hate this emo shit, ashamed of myself right now). Never thought it would come to this, even the closest people cannot help now,

I've been having so many dreams about him, and he doesn't know I exist. But it's not his fault.