honestly, i've cheated on you and never felt a bit guilty about it. when i was out of the country i made out with someone for the sake of making out with someone. when i came back i didn't think twice about it. before i actually broken things off with you i had sex with the guy you suspected i had a crush on. yeah you were more than right. i had you believe that you lost me because you were an inadequate boyfriend and you were. this new guy was everything i ever wanted in a man. unfortunately he felt like we had to break up. even though he didn't want to and still has feelings for me he felt like it was for the best. it doesn't make sense at all. I've never felt love until i met him. i guess it's karma. i guess now i have a clean slate?

I feel no desire to ever have sex again or get married or procreate. I am happier alone. When I'm hanging out with other guys they are always noticing and commenting on women that I wouldn't have even seen by myself. I am constantly faking being attracted to women just to seem normal. I'm not gay either, I'm not any more attracted to men than women. I've had sex with one girl in my life, it was great at first but I quickly become bored with it. I tried kissing a dude once, it was definitely not my thing.

It all started a year ago.
I noticed how your eyes sparkled;
How your smile lit up my day.
Then I asked you to come see me sing.
To my surprise, you showed up.
You became annoyed after I was done singing.
You informed me 'I only came to see you.'
I don't think I had smiled that wide before.
School let out for the summer,
And all my thoughts of you went away.
But when school started again,
There you were.
We played musical chairs with everyone,
Just so we could sit by one another.
And so went the trimester...
You made my day, everyday.
Then 2nd trimester I put a plan in place.
I attended your swim meets,
Hoping.
Finally we made plans to see Gnomeo and Juliet.
That was the best night of my life.
You invited me to see you swim at Sectionals.
You lost.
The venom in your eyes scared me away.
Then you got a girlfriend.
I lost.
I tried other males,
But no one was you.
No one could ever be you.
Now you're free again.
So can I win now?
Because all I want is you.
That is all I've EVER wanted.

I'm having an affair with a married man who is 14 years older than me. Before it started I felt so guilty for even considering it but now it has I really don't care. I feel like I love him but he upsets me as he will never talk to me in public. He says he doesn't want people to get suspicious but he talks to lots of other people in public and no one thinks he's having it off with them. I've tried leaving him several times but I always end up running back because I'm so afraid of being alone. Recently he told me he was in love with me and I told him I wasn't that bothered. Then after the first time we had sex I realised I did love him and told him so and since then he's payed no attention to me like he's got what he wants. I know I should end it because it's messing up so many peoples lives but I love the thrill of it all and despite the fact he can be a total nob he can also be the most amazing guy in the world. There. I've told someone.

I still live at home and it took me almost three years since college to find the shitty, full time job I work now for 10 an hour with no benefits. Just found out that it's possible/probably that I will be losing this job in a month due to contact negotiations. I've already decided I will put a gun in my mouth and pull the trigger if that happens.

I am madly in love With a man named P.... V......... He is almost twice my age but I really don't care. The problem is that my older sister is also madly in love with the same man and has been for the past 13 years. I feel that he will never allow for us to be together because of my sister's feeling towards him. I don't want to hurt my sister in any way but I really want a chance to be with him. There's one other problem. The biggest problem seems to be that his heart belongs to another. Isn't that always the way? I know I could win his love if I were given the chance. It's tearing me apart to have to hear my older sister and her friends plot ways to win him over and to know that if I were given the chance, I could make him love me. I know I sound childish and stupid but it hurts so much to love somebody who you can't have. He is kind, generous, strong and gorgeous and I want him for myself. This is silly but I had to tell some one. Maybe this will help.

I called the samaritans anonymously and confessed all my sins - ALL. It was a really distressing experience, but the best thing I did. I wasn't judged, I was listened to and I was actually told that although I'd done wrong, it was a result of the stuff I was going through at the time. It wasn't something I'd normally do. Just remember, the bad things we do in life are often a result of a situation we're in. We may unintentionally create a bad situation for ourselves. We don't always deal with it the right way - we're human. We may hurt others along the way. As long as we know we're truly sorry from the heart for what we've done; I now believe we can heal. God loves and forgives. We should honour him by doing the same. We're on this earth to learn vital lessons and as we strive not to make the same mistakes we can only become better people. We have to learn to love and not to hate or judge people. The only true judge in this world is god. We should only be here to support one another.

Well, here goes. I love this girl so much and we had only dated for less than 3 weeks. We broke up because of some disagreement and argument between someone in my family and her. In my moment of stupidity and weakness, I made the mistake of e-mailing a girl online. I know it was wrong and I am truly sorry about what I did. I want her back because I have loved her for 8 years but never had the courage to say anything since 6 months ago. Please, I just want her back. She means the world to me and I don't want my one mistake to ruin the best thing that has ever happened to me. I was hurt at the time and didn't know what to do. But I love her so much and when I realized she had found out, I cried the whole night.