I am currently living life as an animated piece of shit. I have no job, though I tell people I am self employed, I get paid through a government grant that runs out in around 5 months. I cant admit anything ever being wrong. I married a girl from USA, and she is great though we are not compatible sexually and I cheat on her whenever possible. Recently I have found another online girlfriend who caters to my dark desires perfectly and we have SO much in common, also in USA. My current squeeze and I have nothing in common at all we have been together 3 years, what we have is simply.. nice. We could be friends but I cant stand the idea of crushing her. I would basically be risking the perfect woman I am certainly unhappy with, for the uncertain woman I am perfectly happy with. I have no idea what to do... I am riddled with guilt.

I have guilt. I sit around cruising the internet all day, bringing no money into the house. Been using my son's savings to pay bills and buy groceries. I'm scum. I know it, I feel it and I wish I knew what was wrong with me. By the time I was 32 I ran 3 businesses. Now, for some reason, I can't seem to do anything. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME! PLEASE! God save me...

I'm 18 and I've grown up in and out of church my whole life. I help lead worship and have been doing so for the past 4 years. About 6 months ago I got into pornography. I feel so guilty and so full of shame every time I watch it but the temptation is just so strong and I continually give in. I want to change but I just can't. Not on my own anyways.

Last night I held the blade to my wrists and the only reason why I didn't do it was because I didn't want to bother my mum...

Lord please forgive me for being so useless i havent been seeking you truly and i keep putting it off and putting other things before you when you are most important i need your help to sort out the things in my life i declare myself motivated and empowered by your strength i will shine your light for all to see please forgive me for all that i have done to wrong you to make your sacrifice seem insignificant when it is the very reason i am alive and well, please lord also allow me to prosper in my workplace school and my relationships with *the mom and *the family thankyou lord amen

I'm terrified I'll never fall in love or even recognise it if I ever do. I've never had a crush on anyone and my brain is the most stupidest thing ever, it doesn't work conventionally like everyone else's. The craziest thing, which is worse, is that someone has fallen in love with me and I don't even feel FOND of them. What's wrong with me? I don't know. And what's worse, if you really want to read on, is that I don't even know if I CAN fall in love. Do I lack the ability to love? When I got to sleep at night my mind wanders. I think about death (because they are so closely intertwined. Sleep is momentary death, afterall). And when I think of that blankness of everything, I feel sick and I cry myself to sleep, because I don't want to end up there ever. Death horrifies me. While I'm here, I might as well keep going. I don't know my own sexuality. Seriously. Thanks for reading.

I felt that I've went down the wrong path for a teen boy, cursing, lying, pornography and thoughts of running from home, I feel awful and hope that I can be forgiven.

I'm failing half of my classes this semester and seriously considering taking a semester off to figure out what I want to do with my life/ develop a minor drug problem or at least do a bunch of LSD.