Ive been having an online affair for the past 2 years. I'm married, he's in a relationship. We didnt think it was possible to find true love even though we live 10,000 miles away. Yesterday his gf found out, needless to say i got a very angry, dirty email from her. I feel awful and wish i could undo all the hurt. I know i was wrong, but dammit do we choose where we find love? He has not spoken to me since yesterday.... I believe he has made his choice. It's not my place to question it God I feel like my insides are are shaking and burning....

i had an affair with the girl my boyfriend was cheating on me with and had her paying my rent. i stopped smoking weed and drinking and everyone is proud of me bcuz i really did stop that. but ive been secretly smoking crack going to the casino a lot for the past month. i won 950.oo and lied to my boyfriend and said i only won 50 even tho i know we are behind on bills. because i want the money to leave him.

i have a condition where i get ugly painful lumps in my armpits. im not supposed to shave, and i have bumpy ugly permanent scarring. ive had surgery three times, and theres almost a guarantee i will need more. there is no cure. i cry to think i can never wear a cute dress without a sweater or a tank top ever again i was told this is fairly rare for people like me im one in a million i know my parents are having a hard time paying to try to help me and if never believed more that life isnt fair.

I was with the same guy for 5 years. we broke up because he changed when he started smoking pot. hes trying to get back with me and i told him to message me when he goes to college i lookd on his facebook he has a gf and he tells her he loves her i wish i was mean and could tell her what an asshole he is but i just cant i love him to much.

If it didn't hurt so much I'd be dead by now.

I almost wish, though it would be so selfish, that they would cancel the ball because I know my prince won't be there and it sucks to be the lonely Cinderella.

So a lot of my family tell me I'm beautyful. They just look like average people. When I look in the mirror I just don't see it. I look average, not gorgous of beauyful. I'm not sure if not I should believe them. They are family and they coud be just saying that! No one else aside from family has told me that. So I don''t know. To me I don't look very pretty.

i hat my self alot!! i have lots of debt to pay. i don't know what to do. Though I am a regular employee in a company that I work in but seemed every financial problems are a whole lot of hell for me.. I wanna breath without being chased by my creditors... I wanna go somewhere abroad to work and don't come back if ever fate works with me. Now, my heart wanna burst like Katty Perry's fireworks..an inspiring song indeed, but in my case everything in me springing like fireworks, fireworks of negativity...negative as in negative as my salary..lol! God help me surpass this... I have money problems. I hate it alot!!!! I am happy to finally found this site or else i will be out in the street and screaming out all inside me ..ssshhhh inhale exhale... I can't even compose my mind now.. i think i am halfway being crazy..lol! if you are reading this I need your advise please.. just tell whatever you wanna say. say it and i will read it all with all my heart... ciao!