I am a bad person. I hate everyone around me. I secretly wish that the world could see me for what I know I am. Yet with every day I greet you with a smile and laugh at your jokes, I bow my head and pretend to be something I am not. I am a closet ass-hat I am untrue to my inner jerk and treat others with respect and kindness. My those I know are often complimenting me, they tell me that I am a good person. They know NOTHING! How can they be so unaware of what my true face? Are they all blind?

I have to admit, I have a huge crush on my professor. He's so intelligent and I love talking to him. He thinks I'm a brilliant historian... and it really makes me feel special to know that. His personality is so adorably awkward sometimes, and he's cute when he blushes. When I think about him, I get a tingling in the pit of my stomach and I know I'd do anything he asked. He's always so well dressed and put together, and I just want to make him a mess. I want to rip his suit off, and he's not even that attractive. His personality and his mind make him that much sexier. I don't have him anymore, but I find myself inventing reasons to continue to stay in contact with him. Secretly, half the reason I'm applying for my internships is because he thinks I'd be great at them. I know it borders on pathetic, but it's a nice fantasy to keep me occupied. It's not like I lack dating options, but I'd much rather have an intelligent, mature, (and in my opinion, sexy) man than some idiotic frat boy.

There's this friend of mine which i had a crush on and before that we are close friends but one day she just cut off the string with me and till recently we met and befriended again but then she is going to study aboard soon and i was thinking about to clear things up with her and buy her a gift for studying aboard... What should i give her as a gift? Do you think i should tell her about my feelings and clear things up between us?

I have a five-year-old brother. Some people say their younger siblings are keeping them alive. Mine makes me want to die. Sure, I'm not always the best sister, but I try. I'm afraid one day I'll snap. Maybe once I'm gone he'll realize just how hard I was trying.

I think you are nothing but an idiot for going back to your white trash wife even after finding out she's been cheating on you, and for acting as if her threatening divorce has made your relationship better. I don't know what makes you think she won't do try it again. Next time, she'll be more careful. I'm glad I stopped coming to your house to see you when she started coming on to me. You're both failures...and sadly, that means you're perfect for each other. Have fun in your miserable life.

i turned 30, and was on a business trip and felt real lonely. i went to the bar and let an older businessman pick me up. i played a fantasy game in my mind and went with him to his room. two complete strangers. i did things with him that i have never done and let him do things to me that i never thought i would do. as i think about what i did, i find it hard to believe and part of me feels real dirty and am ashamed. and another part of me feels realy fulfilled. for that moment when he had me under his control and he totally penetrated me i dismissed the pain and it just felt so good. today i am real tender there.

A young female has caught my fancy. She has a boyfriend, but tells me she's in love with me. To make matter worse, I have seen everything she owns so to speak. I have a girlfriend but, she lives over 12 hours away. My girl friend and my -friends- boy friend have no idea what is going on. Should I pursue this even tho I know it will end badly? I am really think I am falling for my female friend. I find myself day dreaming about her. Here is the kicker, there is no sex involved. It's all emotional, is physical but no sex.

Heavy on my mind. I've been married for several years, a couple of kids, but he can't/won't grow up, can't/won't provide and hugely irresponsible, has put us in debts we can't pay, and we've grown apart. I will leave him. Now the hard part for me, I know this man (I say man because he is way older than me), who is everything to me. I know he loves me, but I am scared to love him back (I do so love him though). Do I go to him, will the age differance be too much to overcome, when can I tell him I love him, do I tell him I will be his wife?