i am addicted to cyber sex. i feel more comfortable master-bating while watching porn or chatting sex online than doing real sex with my boyfriend. i cannot even response when he asks for phone sex like i used to before. i love to watch porns and read sex stories which are taboo and regarded as insane like incest or bdsm sex. i think am getting more freaky day by day and i sesiously need help.....

Even though (and I say this without any superficiality) I know that lots of people would be very sad if I died, I feel like I'm worthless. I feel like a shadow being swallowed up in the night and by morning I won't even exist.

I'm a born again believer in Jesus who cant stop sinning. I repented/confessed 7 years ago and attempted to change but slowly went back into the same sins again. I still at least twice per week view and masturbate with online porn. I illegally download (aka steal) software/music/movies/books all the time. I pilfer things from my work and spend a lot of work time on my own activities. I keep all of this activity secret from my wife/family/friends. I really want to draw near to God and stop engaging in these sins (aka get free) but find myself unable to let these things go.

I am tired of being the cash cow, house cleaner, chauffeur, and verbal target practice from both you and the kids, while you pop your painkillers because you can't function with that bad back of yours. I want to be treated like your lover, mistress and girlfriend ... you don't know how to do that. It's why I've got my eyes for younger men - they treat me well in and out of bed.

I laundered around $100,000 dollars and am still in court trying to resolve this. I know this was wrong, but miss having the money. On top of this, I have a strong desire to run away from my family after all is said and done to start a new life where nobody knows me.

I've always felt worthless, but I know better. I know that upon my death, at the very least, a dozen people would cry. One or two might even have some serious breakdown... What I admit, is that I've been wanting to kill myself for years and I feel horrible about it, because my friends and family feed on my presence so much. The more I age, the more I want to simply end... I never planned on growing old once I survived the horrors of elementary school. I lost my motivation to be great a long time ago. Despite my undying love for my friends and family, I have tried to die. Two or three (...or more...) times, I've made an attempt. I could never finish it. I'm always too scared of failure, and being seen as pathetic for trying. I also didn't want any failed attempts to be called -attention seeking- if anyone found out... Overall I am a truly decent, happy person. I care for the life of every individual human and animal - just not my own life. This is my admission.

I have this friend who I hate with a passion although I try to be nice. He complains about how he has a gf who he bitches about all the time and another girl that he calls his "potential future girlfriend". He won't break up with his first girl cause he "still cares about her." I don't give a shit tho anymore when he complains because he does this to himself while I have a bf and family who is grieving over the loss of a loved one. Cory, get the f*$% over yourself! I don't care about your selfish problems!

Im married from my wife for 8 months i was away from her and in tat period met a girl and had a relation with her and she taught i loved her (which i did) but i cant leave my wife and i had to confess to her tat i was marries and now she is broken and im feeling very guilty and feel like killing myself but cant. and at the same time i want to be good friends with her and have her as my friend for the whole life(without any wrong intentions) but she does not want to see my face please help me