I am a young, petite, fit woman. I get endless compliments on my beauty. Point being, I should be proud to be a female. I am married to the man of my dreams. What nobody knows is that inside I feel like a male. I cannot make love to my husband without pretending I am a male. When I look in the mirror I see a beautiful girl but it's like I am looking at someone else. When I realize it is me I am looking at, I almost want to to laugh... or even cry... because inside I am a male. I will never speak of this for fear of losing my precious husband. I will hold this secret that shames me and confuses me in the pit of my soul... maybe forever.

I have two young children who I love to death but i'm married to a misserable person, he knows I love them more than I love him... I try to love him but why... he is so unhappy with himself he is miserable, Is this really it? I could have the world by the balls and I settled for him and only him since I could never be unfaithful. If it weren't for my kids and his family I'd be gone...crying forever on the inside. I hate myself for this

I write erotica and post it online. It makes me feel good to write out my fantasies. One character was based on me, but I didn't tell anyone. The whole world knows the color of my pubic hair, and they're not even aware of it. And guess what? I'm a virgin!

i cant take it anymore i have been seriously considering taking my own life, i have been hoping for a couple months now that hopefully a car will fly around the corner and do it for me so i dont look so week, i try hard i really do, i try to push through everyday with just a scratch but its not working anymore im wearing down my happiness has been stripped from me, my family has replaced me my friends abandoned me, ive been molested i have molested i am hated by the haters and aquantances with the lovers im going no where in life all i do is smoke weed drink and work i am a man whore i have one friends that is close with me that is my girlfriend she knows me more than anyone and hasnt changed her veiw on me we need more people in this world that like to help others and can find out about others past without judging them people change and if they cant they can still try and you could try and help [sheisthemostbeautifulgirlihaveevermet<3] Mr.bloodythorns

I can't stand the woman that I'm with but she is the mother of my children. We were married but divorced but are back together because I want my kids close to me. She is neurotic and ugly. I am not aroused by her at all. I got with her when I was in a very bad place in my life. Now I'm older and wiser, yet I have kids with her and she isn't fit to raise them alone. She presents as a normal, nice loving woman but she is nuts. Also I'm in love with my ex but I can't be with her either....... so I chose my kids over my true happiness and desires. I just hope one day my kids will realize what their Daddy did to keep them safe and well adjusted. ...to ms. X...yes you are a train wreck...get help... to ms. M...I will always love you...........

I hate him so much for what he did to me. He has no idea that I connected the dots; I know he lied about everything. He's a manipulative bastard. Everyone loves him, because he has them fooled. I was so angry. He was the one who finalized my fate. I sought revenge on him; now I see it was the wrong approach. Just by achieving my dream and doing what I love, I will get the worst revenge on him that's possible, without even trying, without really even caring about if I get it or not anymore. ...We both have the same dream, but I am more talented at it. I just need to apply myself away from him and at what I love, and I will do what I love in life... and maybe inadvertantly make karma bite his ass without trying, without really even wanting to or even caring anymore-It could really crush him, destroy him. Truthfully, I DON'T really want to fuck his WHOLE LIFE up. But, if I have to in order to achieve my dream, then I have no choice but to do so. I will do anything to achieve my dream.

I had sex with my dad's girlfriend's son.. We were both stoned, and he was drunk.. It is so disgusting, and I cannot forgive myself for letting it happen.... I'm not sure if he remembers it or not, but I do not know how to bring it up to let him know it will NEVER happen again..

He walked out of my life again. Cut me off. I have no idea if he's dead or alive. He doesn't care if I'm dead or alive. This hurts. I wish I'd never met him. I'm so tired of letting him hurt me. I don't know how to get past this.