At a retreat, we were sitting outside talking with a group of friends. One of them asked me if I'd ever been attracted to a girl. I lied and said no, even though I'd been in love with the girl sitting next to her for three years. No one knows. It's the only secret I keep from everyone, probably because I'm afraid that my parents will find out, and not be mad, but disappointed and that some of my friends will act differently around me.

i feel so depressed i have no job even though i have the education ...i just want to scream so loud and i want to be left alone i have 3 kids and they get on my nerves sometime i just want to b alone,i have no support and i just feel empty inside...i know i am goiin through a stump but i just need to feel that everything will b ok i cant take much more of this..my middle child gets on my nerves so bad and my oldest irrates me at times and my youngest pisses me off..i am tired of not working and not having money to even buy me a pair of underwear i hate this feeling.

Forgive me to everyone who reads this for i have sinned and i am about to sin, my life was full of a kind of internal turmoil and now its boiled over. I'm sick of the way this world is, the bad things that happen to people that dont deserve them and i lost my faith for god because of it, now im destroying my own life as well as others for what i believe and that no matter the religon or what the worlds goverments say, innocent people should be protected at all costs, even the souls of the protecters them selves. Many people will not agree with my beliefs and views, but it is what i believe, even if i have to be on the worlds and gods bad side. Im sorry for my sins to all the people that are involved with me and what i believe, im sorry for their families, and i regret the costs and risks of this. God forgive me for not believing protecting the innocent comes with a price tag, forgive me for not molding to the worlds denial, forgive me for being the person i am -SoulCal

I tell my best friend I'm over the boy she watched me fall in love with. I know nothing ever came of my relationship with him, but he crippled me by stringing me along. It still hurts to see he's online and not talk to him. If my friend knew I still felt like this I know she wouldn't handle it well. Since he stopped talking to me I've become socially awkward and feel as if no one will accept me for who I am. I need to find my way out of my own head.

I admit that I still love my ex-girlfriend with all my heart. We have a 20 month old Son together, and we broke up 19 months ago. We kind of "got together" last summer but it didn't pan out. She got a new boyfriend and they broke up recently. I'm hoping that we get back together because each day I'm not with her just sucks. Call me needy...but I just want to be with my family again. I love her so much. I pray to God that we can be together one day. We are actually both christians now, and I hope that this "friendship" we have will evolve into something amazing.

I am so scared of what is gonna happen to me . I am 50 years old,broke single and depressed. I sure hope things get better . I have made some really bad choices in life and I don't know what I am gonna do. some days I just want it all to go away.After 50 years of busting my butt I have nothing but a struggle ahead of me . Man I am depressed. Any advise or words of hope ?

I'm in love with Martha Handoko Jennings. Not so much love, but if I could have sex with anyone in the world, it would be her. I just want her to know there is someone out there who wants to fuck her brains out in every way. My fantasy is to suck on her big puffy nipples and cum in her butthole and watch her squeeze my cum out. I stare at her butt every time I see her at work and sometimes I see her big, puffy nipples down her shirt. I love how big her areolas are and how the tip is a little darker. Her nipples are so puffy you could tell they're puffy just by looking at her top. I wish she would just have an open mind so I could give her the best fuck of her life. Also, I jack off to her a few times a week. I want her to know this so someone please tell her.

I m sick of complaining about various things that happen to me and blame them for my present behavior. The more I tried to blame and find cause for my madness i just got worse. So much so I am confused why i am this way. The only I know is I am not right. I go mad. The only way I can react to something I can't bear is shout, scream and break things and get violent with people around me. I've done it often with my family and friends - Mom, dad, siblings, spouse, teachers. None of them will forget how bad I've been with them and i don't want to deal with anyone in my past ever again. I want to move on and start a new life without making any of these mistakes