I want to be a girl.

I didn't even know about this site until I stumbled upon it by accident and there is no chance that you'll ever see this site but I'm tired of holding my feelings in and I want to admit how I feel about you, to anyone. I love you. I've never met someone who I love this much. I just wish I had the confidence to tell you how I feel but I don't want to risk our friendship. I wish someday I'll have the guts to tell you.

Today a vegan came through the cafeteria line and asked if the gardenburger on a bun we were serving was vegan or just vegetarian. I told her it was vegan. It wasn't.

I decided to throw up the ice cream I ate I haven't done anything like that since I was a teenager

I have become obsessed with a Japanese Idol named Yamashita Tomohisa AKA(Yamapi). When I make out with my boyfriend, I always play his songs and imagine its him I'm fucking. I even get him to cut his hair like P's by simple suggestions. He doesn't know. The sex is so GREAT!!! And you know what,- I love it.- maido ari !!!!

I secretly liked having those boys taunt me last year, I felt special. I like learning about the Holocaust. I don't know why. I'm not saying I like what their point was, but for some reason I am interested in that topic. No, Mom and Dad, I don't want to be a buissnessman or a doctor, I want to be and archaeologist. The only person I can be completely honest with is myself. My room is the only place I feel safe.

Hey, I know I have to confess my sins. Still trying to figure out if this counts or if it has to be a face to face kinda thing. But for what its worth I'm giving it a try here until I can find someone to confess to in person. Last night I watched porn and masturbated. I have been struggling to keep myself away from this sin. I know of it's deadly effects. And it's not like when I'm about to go into it that I really resist all that much, I just get the temptation and dive right in. Well, there you have it.