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I've been obsessing over my roomate's girlfriend's sister Janelle for the last 6 months. None of them have any idea. I can't get up the courage to do anything about it.
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i am so embarrassed but i think i might be addicted to sex?! i mean i didn't mean to it just happened anyway my bf showed me these porn videos and now im addicted and i masturbate to them alot when im not with him so im going to try to stop both situations!
Sarahstar149;
female;
20;
United States of America;
Portland;
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I have to admit, although it kills me inside, I've been an online fake. Being really a 16 year old girl pretending to be an 18 year old male is one if the biggest things I regret. Though I don't change my personality because of it, they're already expecting it. I regret starting it in the first place when I could have just been myself. Could maybe even had lifelong friends, yet I ruined it. Doing this, has held me back from many things I dreamed of doing. Be myself. Be able to talk to them. They have really impacted my life, as I have done to them. Yet all I do is try to forget the lie I've been creating just to keep them. What is better to do? Fess up to them, with the possibility of loosing them all? Or just forgetting them and moving on, which they would do. I don't even know if that is possible, by how much this has effected me. Yet deep down I know what I need to do is confess. I will be hurt by it, as will they, but Is it better than having a huge weight lifted above me?
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I do not deny anyone. Seriously. I am 21 years old, look like an ordinary girl, nothing special. I just really do not refuse. That's what I understood the New Year - any guy who ever dared to offer me sexual contact, one way or another went to bed with me (meaning, sooner or later). Interesting? I am very interested in, what happens to me and why is it so? Boys, boys, men, and even a girls - I have all these already (approximately since 17 y.o.) The youngest kid was 14 years old - a neighbor. Recently. A very senior uncle was 45 y.o. (or maybe 47 y.o. or maybe older). Also, incidentally, recently. No ongoing relationship, and somehow I do not aspire to create them. Just live the way I want. And by the way, I'm really happy!
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You shall have no other gods before me, CHECK
You shall not make for yourself an idol, CHECK
You shall not make wrongful use of the name of your God, DOH!
Remember the Sabbath and keep it holy, DOH!
Honor your father and mother, HMMM NOT SURE
You shall not murder, CHECK
You shall not commit adultery, CHECK...SORT OF, YEAH CHECK...
You shall not steal, I'LL GO WITH DOH TO BE SAFE
You shall not bear false witness against your neighbor, ?
You shall not covet your neighbor's wife, DOH!
You shall not covet anything that belongs to your neighbor, DOH DOH DOH!
OH AND THEY LEFT OUT A WHOLE LOAD OF OTHER STUFF I'VE DONE
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I'm 17. I knew my best friend for 10 years. We were as tight as ever, when on night her brother raped me. I was so ashamed and sickened that I left, and havent seen her or even tried to talk to her in so long. I'm scared of facing him again, but sad that I lost my best friend over something so wrong.
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OK I've sinned pretty badly at least in my estimation, I have not really hurt anyone (nothing they cant forget about anyway) but I've torn myself up inside more that anything in last few years. I wanted to make a full list here of all my life's sins so that I let them out and become a socially responsible person, but I cannot tell anyone about them as I do not want to disgust anyone who may read it (e.g. children, the unimaginative etc) so I cannot even voice on this website - isn't it ironic, don't you think!
I will have to suck it all up and become responsible all of my own
A 30-something year old man
Jah Bless!
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I'm having an affair. For the first time in my life I'm cheating. I've become everything I've ever hated.
It's true what they say, youth is wasted on the young. I fell in love when I was 16 and although tragedies of life forced us apart I stayed in love. I did what I was supposed to do; I grew up, I carried on. I wandered for years and settled finally with the best option from what was available. I assumed I could be happy, or if not -- continue to carry on.
But now she is back, the love of my life. My love, my life -- all I have ever wanted. But how do I turn my back on my commitments? How can I? I made a promise -- only now do I realise my heart was never mine to give to someone else....
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