I have been addicted to adderall for three years. I stopped using over the summers, but now I have total access to it. I take it for two reasons to help me in school and the main reason is so that I wont want to eat anything. I have not consumed anything but water for 3 days. i can't possibly tell anyone because the automatic response would be what the f***, you're f***ed, you need help, oh my god. I understand and would be worried about someone else doing this terrible behavior, but it's a secret and I hope I don't eat for 3 more days.

Last weekend, I had some friends over at my house. We decided to -in an attempt to relax- some pot. I felt guilty right after I did it. Then, the next day, I went to the store with one of my friends and she convinced me to steal. She hoarded about $200 worth of stuff, including computer games, books, DVD's, CD's. It was stupid. I feel unbelieveably awful now and I'm afraid God will never forgive me for this. I'm not a church-goer, but I do love God and very much so believe in him. I'm terrified. I'm afraid that the stealing will continue and I'll soon end up in hell, or end up with a large amount of bad karma coming my way. I've been paranoid that every little thing that has gone wrong since then, has been because I smoked and stole. I'm scared, sorry, and well, again...scared.

I have debted to the point of maxing out the credit cards. I have not told my family including my husband. I can not tell hm he would kill me. I have lied over and over for 15 years. I want to stop and need to since one card is in collecton. I hope God will forgive me and help me to be stronger and find a solution.

i slept with him twice, and now he doesn't even call.. How could i have got duped? I'm so stupid..

I have had a gay relationship in year 9 with someone in my highschool and it went fairly far. I ended it because i discovered that i was disgusted at the idea. A year and a half on and im still always thinking of this person and hate it. I'm too scared to tell anyone about it

I have always dreamt about being in a car accident, or getting really sick just to see who would show up to see me in the hospital.

I've been deceitful. I have had 4 extramarital affairs. Prior to getting married I was sexually promiscuous and had several abortions ( I stopped counting). I have used drugs lightly and alcohol excessively. My misrepresentations have harmed others. I have created mistrust in my relationships with others. I have taken advantage of my employers and others for personal gain. I have harbored resentment for others. I hold others responsible for the things that are not their fault. They may be acting in the best way that they know how but if things don't happen per my expectations, I hold them responsible. I allow my anger to flare from 0 - 80 in a matter of seconds on loved ones and in doing so, say things that are really hurtful. I can see when I have -damaged- someone and I have not apologized. I am a major procrastinator and I feel remorse when my inaction negatively effects someone but I have not worked before to change my habits. I will do so now. This has damaged relation

About two years ago, I developed clinical depression along with an anxiety issue. I began acting out, and didn't know how to explain it to anyone. Everyone wanted a reason. A couple months later, sick of being asked why I was such a dramatic teenager, I -came out- about being raped, even though I wasn't. It was a pretty elaborate story, too, which made it all the more believable. A couple days later - I was actually date raped. It's hard to believe that considering I just admitted I'd lied about being raped at first, but it really did happen. Anyway, people pitied me and felt -so bad- about what had happened. Now it's eating away at me that I'd lied about such a horrific act.. I want to come clean and tell my parents and dedicated boyfriend but I'm scared it'll tear them apart that I'd lied about something like that.