I want you to want me all hours of the day, not just when it's convenient. I want you to care for me all the time, not just when you feel like it. I want you to want to talk to me, because we live so far apart, and only see each other ever two weeks, and you shouldn't be able to go 20 hours without talking to me if you really cared for me as much as you claimed when I took you back. Was taking you back a huge mistake? will i regret it? I sort of already do, but I'm stuck between regret and a feeling of ease. I guess that feeling of ease is really just the feeling of not being alone. But now I wonder, would being alone be easier than worrying about what you're doing, what girls you're with, who will convince you I'm not worth it next, who will steal you away next, i wonder why you're not talking to me when i know you're just getting high with your friends, am I really so unimportant to you when you're not here? Feels like it. And even if you claim its not true, that feeling still hurts.

I am in love with a man who has a girlfriend and whom i haven't seen in awhile. The relationship is bad, but he stays because they have a daughter together. i want to move on and start dating others but i can't seem to get him out of my mind. i have never felt this way about anyone. I want to call him; I think he'd see me if I asked. It's so confusing and I'm not sure what to do.

I love you Joe. I think this is real, but i cant be sure. I think about you all the time. I smile about you. I cry about you. I feel stupid because this is not how 15 year olds are supposed to feel. Im scared i'll cheat on you. I dont want to, but i know theres a possibility it could happen. Your going away to the Navy soon. Why? Dont you realise i need you? You allow me to fall in love with you, and then you leave. You tell me about how we shall live together, in a flat in the city, and a house in the country when we're older. We will have kids, and a dog, and have family photo albums. I want to tell you how much i want that. But im scared that it might not happen, your fault or mine. I dont like to break promises. I get worried by some of the things you say. I know i should challenge them, like ive been taught, but thats not going to to change the way you think is it. You arent really racist, are you? This is real, isnt it?

I cheated and it was the worst mistake of my life. I pray for reconciliation.

I think I love my old neighbor, we've fooled around and he's not into me. We got drunk and he pulled me off the bed onto my knees and said can I keep you. He regrets it and I do as well, only that it happened in a drunken fashion. He was black out and today I told him how it happened. I don't know how to act around him. He told me he doesn't blame me but I don't believe him.

So about a month ago I broke up with my girlfriend of 15 months. Last week I started hooking up with my best friend of a year and a half. We can't tell our friends because they wouldn't understand and it would make things awkward. I want somebody to talk to it about but I don't have anyone but her.

I have a boss who is a health freak. If I have a report to finish with a close deadline, I ask him -Your voice is a little cracking and you look a little pale, are you ok?-. And in 10 minutes time he leaves saying -I think I am going to be ill, I do not feel well. I'll go home and have some rest.- I am not a bad person. I just want to finish my work instead of all of his stupid little works.

Q. I know I've been taking things lightly when we first started. I didnt expect you'd grow this much on me. Now, you started caring less. Everything backfired. Please, q. Ive learned my lesson. Im not joking around anymore.