Im thinking of having sex for the first time. I do not have someone i lo0ve in my life but i really want to. Im not sure if i shud. Knowing myself theres chance i will be mad at myself forever if i do this with the nwrong eprson or soemone im not in love with. What shud i do??

Sometimes, when my boyfriend thinks I'm asleep, I feel him hold me tighter, tell me that he thinks I'm gorgeous and that he loves me more than he can put into words. Then he'll kiss me on the cheek and keep holding me tight, like someone is going to try and take me away. I wish he could do this while I'm not 'asleep'. I don't keep secrets from him, but if I tell him this I'm sure he'd be embarrassed.

My fiance and I hosted a tubing trip for friends, and I fell for one of the guests...he is just so cool, and so sweet, and is one of the greatest people I have ever met...I am not happy in my relationship and haven't been able to set a wedding date because I fear marrying my fiance is a mistake...now all I can think about is this guy, and the life I wish I had with him...I feel so guilty for not being honest with my fiance, but after 12 years, I cannot bring myself to tell him that I want to move on.

i simply cant 'get over' how badly my really psychologically abusive ex treated me, and when i broke up with them they spread lies about me, and then basically took over my old life. how can anyone in that town not see what a horrible person they are (everyone here knows), they treat everyone close to them like crap. its like i need some sort of vindication but i know that will never happen. i can't really talk about this to my friends because i'm sure theyre sick of it and they can't say anything to make me feel better. i'm thinking of seeking therapy. i really want to move away but that won't happen any time soon. in the meantime, i feel like im going to say something or do something retarded that makes ME look like an obsessive psycho. i probably already have.

My girlfriend and I broke up years ago but we recently got back togeather. I not sure that this is the life I want she now has to kids for another man and sometimes that alone gets alittle akward. I do Love her and I want to marry her but I cant get that thought of what will happen in the future out of my mind. We have alot of fun some day and other days well you know. Im just not sure I sometime wonder if i should get someone without kids or should I just stick it out.

I know a couple who went to honeymoon for 5 days and never touched eachother. I am not sure to laugh or cry to the reason. They fall asleep under the sun the first day and ended up with 2. degree sunburn..

I wish he would just die. That would make everything better. I hate him so much. If I thought I could get away with it I would kill him myself.

I'm still in love with my ex-boyfriend we have been broken up for a few years now and I haven't thought about him that much only a few other times I would be somewhere that we would go or I would compare him to newen in my life but this last month or two I think about him I dream about him I wish we were still together I would call him but i'm not sure if he would answer for me I just can't get him out of my mind. I love him always have and always will. This sucks cause I don't even know if Gizmo knows what do I do???