I have a great girlfriend and we go out alot. we talk and share alot of secrets and recently she told me about something that happened to her as a child: She was raped twice in the same month by blackmen. EEEWWWW who the hell is that messed up to defile a lovely little girl. Ever since ive heard this i have been an aweful mess. I also now have a hatred towards black males. please someone out there with a heart, comment on this and tell me what i can do.

my life sucks, my wife of 10 years has a -secret life-, and I want her to start acting right!

A few weeks ago I met up with an old friend of the family. I wasn't sure whether there would be a physical attraction between us, but I wanted to go and see. And it was there. Immediate. We've always connected intellectually and emotionally, but this was SO different. He kissed me and it was SO intense. I told him that I didn't want to make love as it belongs in a marriage and it will just mess things up for both of us, but we did everything but the deed. And I feel so alive. And it felt so no-weird. And I can't wait for it to be more than what it is now. But I'll have to wait for both our lives to be sorted out. I spoke to my mom and she is quite ok with the whole thing (actually excited). Now it is a question of time. And focus. But I can't stop thinking of him!

I love him. I have for a long time. But my girlfriend can't know that. I don't know how I feel about her anymore, either. Every night before I sleep I think of how my life will be in the future. It's always the same: I've married and divorced her for him. I live with him, and am happy. But, that seems so selfish, so I live with constant guilt. I also can't find the words to talk to him about this. I don't know exactly how he feels, if he even feels exactly the same as me. It drives me crazy.

I loved a girl who didn't feel the same and I pushed her away :( She was the last positive thing in my life. I want to kill myself. I have nobody, nothing and will soon have nowhere to live.

last night i slept with someone whos been my friend for over a year now and it was a terrible mistake because he has a girlfriend. i feel awful about it. my boyfriend and i just recently broke up but were trying to work things out and i really cant tell him i slept with someone else already. im not sure what im gonna do about it yet, but my friend and i decided that were not going to say anything to anyone about it

I'm a fat woman. I've always been. I used to get picked on all the time... I've gotten tougher as the years have gone on. There have been so many cruel jokes throughout my lifetime that I could write a multichaptered book on it. Now, at age 18, it still hurts, but I don't let it show. I'll sooner tell you to shove it up your arse before show any signs of weakness. I hold everyone at arms length from my heart so I don't get hurt. I act like I'm Queen of the World and people start to believe it. People left me alone because they knew I'd fight back. I made friends because I'm confident in myself. I've never been happier, but I've never been so distant from other people. I don't know if it was worth it.

I don't thinks God loves me anymore... of for the most part He never did. I sometimes think He picks out those who will be saved. I am very jealous of those people who have a great relationship with the Lord because it is something I never had and never will have. I tried my best to find God, and so far nothing. Everyone keeps telling me that He loves me, but I have my doubts...