I'll get the whining out of the way first. A year ago my fiancee and I split. I moved in with a friend and things have been going well. At first i had the -I can't live without her...- stage and it hurt. As time went on I began to get a little over her. I met someone else... At first it was just a fling in the way that I/we were having fun. In the end, almost a year later, it was definitely more than that. I'd fallen for this new girl... hard! Suddenly before all my feelings for my fiancee were gone she came back. We talked throughout our split and talked about starting over when the time was right. One day it felt right. I felt like i wanted to be with her again. So my new love and I stopped talking. But i've never forgotten her. I can't forget her. I saw her get off a bus a few days ago and was smitten all over again... Now I'm torn... I feel like i need to tell her that I love her.

OLD DEMONS !!! Well , I got this MOTHER OF ALL EXAMS ( Well atleast for the next five years or so ) coming up in 2 months time. Should I pass it , i can start my post-grad education (suffering) but i just cannot get myself to sit n study ! Have been running around doing nothing productive! Just watching tv and movies and chatting away on net ! Its driving me crazy !!! Oh and now with the holidays for this exam , I have started gaining weight ! Gained 10 pounds in just 5 days !!!!! Old demons back to haunt me again :(

I’m tired of lying to my friends and family, saying that everything’s fine. I’m tired of not having the ambition to do anything productive with my life. I’m tired of trying to be someone I’m not just because everyone else expects it of me. I’m tired of letting every opportunity pass me by because of my constant fear of failure. I have a flight that’ll take me miles away in a month, which I was already going to take for the summer, and I’m planning on trying to rebuild my life where it takes me. I’ve already been planning the note I’ll leave for my family to read, telling them that it has nothing to do with them except that my love for them is keeping me from killing myself instead. God, I’m tearing up now, just thinking about it… This will probably be one of the hardest things I’ll ever do, but I feel that it’s something I have to do if I want to move on in my life. My only hope is that my brother learns from my biggest mistake and doesn’t cover up everything in lies.

It takes me forever to open up; the last two people I've dated have run away because I move too slowly. Meanwhile my friend is telling me all about this man she's met- she has enough confidence and security to make moves on him after three short days. I'm so lonely, and I know that I move too slowly to allow anyone in enough to actually like me. But I'm too scared to take the initiative, because the last two times I've done so, the guy has left me within a week of kissing me.

I've loved you ever since I met you three years ago and you've become the most important thing in my life. I'll do anything for you, just to see you smile. You've reprogrammed me to be your loving and loyal slave, and I feel I can never be with anyone else. But whenever you have a new boyfriend, I feel neglected. I understand that I'll never get to make love to you, but I crave your love and companionship and just wish I could be your's again.

i am 22 years old and was a virgin until i met my boyfriend. we dated for about 3 weeks before we decided to get committed. on our 2nd week we have gone to a concert and had some drinks with friends. it was near dawn that he brought me to a motel and instead of sleeping like we were supposed to do, we started making out. when he started to remove my shirt i backed away and asked him to stop, but he didn't, he just continued in removing all of my clothes even though i was trying my best to keep them on. he was my first guy and i feel uneasy that when i lost my virginity was not even ready yet, that he has forced me to it. now everytime i see him i do feel a bit afraid that he can do it again and leave me in the end.

I have a boyfriend 30 years older then me. we have been dating for a year and 1/2. Just this past wknd I cheated on him for the first time. With a married man. I also know this mans wife. Shes not a friend but shes someone I have mutual friends with. We didnt sleep together just heavy kissing and light petting. He was giving me a ride home from a local bar (Ive known him for a long time) It was an awesome time. Totally unsure if we should sneak off and try that again.

I've been dating someone for two and a half years. We met online (a friend that moved there knew him, and introduced us over MySpace). I fell madly in love with him, and after two years of waiting, recently met. It went amazing, and we have great chemistry. We usually get along wonderfully. However, he has suffered from depression for far longer than I've known him. He had an ex that traumatized him, an abusive mother, and many other things. He's been suicidal off and on, but when I entered his life, it all seemed to end. According to him, I had been selfish and made him feel as if he were alone for most of our first year. He threatened to kill himself only because of me, and I've become the reason for all the bad in his life. I changed. I try desperately to do all I can for him, to cheer him up, yet all he does is bring me down with verbal assaults--especially when he's angry. He's bitter. I don't know what to do anymore. It's petty, but I usually just wish the old him would return.