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i was adopted at a young age, and lived in and out of foster care over 17 yrs of my life i am now 19 and independant. im in a 3 yr realtionship and happily in love, but it feels like something is missing i feel so incomplete. i found my birth father mid last yr and well things hit off pretty well but something inside me wantes to stop seeing him like hate or anger i am so unsure. as for my birth mother i have not yet seen her and want to find her. i want to know where apartv of me comes from. im so lost and confused and dont know what to do about these feelings.
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i have just moved in with a friend of mine he has been living in this house with his family for 2 yrs. i moved in on the 1st april 09 in tyhe last week strange things have been occuring, the taps constantly keep running water, all the hot water was gone for a whole day, game console broke down and an internet cable automatically stopped working, my friend was also using examples of peopoles name and my friend who had passed away last week had come up in his list of names he never met my friend or new her name... we stated talking last night about the 7 sins now i havent yet been baptised becoz i was adopted and i would like to make a confession but it states that the hollyu father can not redeem sins for those who are not yet baptised. i dont know if these are signs or spirits i am confused and scared something is going to happen to me. and to top all this off none of these problems had ever occured in the house until i moved in.
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i told my gf i was going home to sleep. i lied. i went and met with another girl. worst of all i used her parents car to do it. we kissed and discussed being intimate. i’m not going to see her again. i love my gf. i just did it to feel attractive. GOD please forgive me
CoffeeQueen4487;
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I just don't understand. I am completely miserable with everything in my life except my son. He's the only thing good in my life. I just don't understand how my husband could make me so unhappy and truly not care. why would you even want to be with someone if nothing about them matters to you. Everything in my head says I should just leave him and my heart says I love him too much. He just wants to go out & party all the time and still act like a normal 21 year old and He doesnt get it he's supposed to be a parent. I take care of my son all night and most of the day. he rolls out of bed at like 11 am takes him for a couple hours while Im at classes and acts like he's done some fantastic deed. My husband is the reson Im unhappy and everytime i try to tell him he needs to be eli's dad he tells me to Quite nagging. & his friends just constantly tell him he should go out and he does Im so confused by someone who should love me i told him either be a full time dad or not & he said he would.
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ok, i've lost 4 stone. I have about another 4 stone to go. However i have 2 guys that are interested in me. The problem is they want to meet me but i'm too scared they will see me laugh and walk away or even worse site down with me and think the whole time i can't believe i'm sat here with this fat bitch!
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i'm not just some love-crazy girl, but i'm pretty sure my boyfriend is the only reason i haven't killed myself yet. seriously. i have a plan, i've told my best friend said plan, and we've been discussing my reasons for wanting to off myself. i just want normalcy. i want to have had a life like other kids did. i want to not have to worry about how in the hell am i supposed to make a doctor's appointment because oh god i think i have bronchitis and i'm not eighteen and i don't have insurance. how will i get medicine? where is my mother? where is my father? all i've got is my boyfriend.
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I am in love with my girlfriend and everything is perfect :)
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I really like one girl who lives close to me but am in a relationship I can't get out of with another girl that lives very far away. I don't really want to be single and alone.
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