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I love my boyfriend. It feels like we're married, we probably will someday at this rate, sometimes I can see it happening. But part of me doesn't want it to happen and wants to be with someone else someday. He always said if we broke up, it would be me leaving him. But I know if I left him I'd go back to him multiple times because I'm a very indecisive person. I don't want to break up, but if I'm having these doubts maybe someday I will do it.
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I'm 20-years old, a full-time college student, with a part-time job. I technically work 7 days a week. I work extremely hard and pull off A's and B's. And on top of that my life is extremely tough and challenging because I can't drive. I have epilepsy, it's been under control since I was 5. When I was 16 I went off of my medicine because they thought I stopped having seizures, and then had two gran-mal seizures. It has been two years since those seizures. At my last doctors appointment he told me at my next appointment he'd finally sign the papers saying I was medically stable to drive. Then last Monday I saw him again and he said I should take a blood test and continue taking my meds. He apparently forgot all about it, even though my mom and I both heard him say it. I started to cry. I really want to call him up and scream at him. I'm tired and exhausted, I might have some sort of a chance at a social life if I had access to a car. I plan my life around school, work, and rides.
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I feel bad. I finally dumped my girlfriend. Honestly, I loved her, but I got the feeling she really didn't love me in return. She would always cancel on me for stuff like friends, homework, and tennis, and I just started feeling horribly depressed whenever it happened. Finally, I swore to myself that I'd wait til her tennis season ended. It did, and yet still I was ignored for everything else. As time passed and nothing improved, I just knew I had to get out. I had trouble getting the nerve up, but the final straw struck when she saw Twilight with her friends on our 1 year anniversary instead of coming to see me at a school event I was required to be at. Honestly, I'm torn. I'm happy that I got out, but there's this void now....
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I am in love with you. I first realized it when you couldn't find me and when you did you said you were afraid I had left you with tears in your eyes. n that moment I knew. Please tell me you are in love with me
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my boyfriend had an affair with the girl who lived across the hall from us the whole time i was pregnant. months after i had our child i slept with his best friend in our bed. i dont reget it at all.
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When i was 10 i was sexually abused by a family memeber. He took my virginity and I'm angry but he's still a close relative and i forgive him.
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McCain would have been a horrible president but I voted for him, only because he is white.
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I've met a woman, we've been seeing each other for over 2 years. We're both very in love with each other.
She has 2 young children from a past divorce with a man she married because she didn't care enough about herself to find someone she truly loved.
She's well aware that I've always wanted kids of my own some day (2 to be exact). She says she has always thought of us having kids together. However, I can't help but feel that because she's already had 2 kids, I won't allow myself to have any kids with HER. I can't help but feel she wasted an opportunity to share something that special on someone that turned out to be worthless to her.
It's even harder to accept her kids as my own. I show now ill will towards the children, but I don't think I'll be able to accept them as my own. I can't help but see them as a reminder of how she shared something that special with someone she barely tolerated, instead of me. I feel insulted and hurt because of that.
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