In about 9 months, I'll be living in Germany for 1 year for an internship. My boyfriend of 5 years and I are starting to realize that orignally our predicted hardships were going to be on trying to outlast a year of seperation, now it's becoming that we both want develop our careers, move in two different directons and live two completely different lifestyles. It's impractical to think we can just live out our dreams and then settledown after a couple years. We started out as high school sweet hearts and now are almost through college. I'm depressed with the idea that I have already experience what I have observed by comparisson of other's relationships (even my parents), what I believe is the most exuberant and passionate time of life and I'm going to give it all up. and for what? money. I wonder how much I should sacrifice to stay with him or should I simply follow my aspirations. I suppose you can't have your cake and eat it too.

I am the other woman. He's everything I've ever wanted... I'd do anything for him and he'd do the same for me. He's my best friend, we understand each other like no one else. He drives me to be a better person. I know he'll never leave and I feel I'll never find another who measures up... I wish we'd never met. He's ruined me.

i love him but i don't think he feels as strongly as i do. i feel like i'm not good enough for him because he is handsome and gets all the women. i'm a bit overweight and insecure. i know inside i'm a good person but that really doesn't seem to matter much anymore, now does it?

my dad wants me to move back to sd with him but i got my life startd up here what should i do?

I met a girl in work and she makes my heart shine. Her effect on me is something I have never experienced, she has a boyfriend though and I know it will never happen, Ca... I'm mad about you. I wish you all the love and happiness this world can bring you. XXX

i am secretly in love with this secretary M.L.S. where I work but don't know how to tell her. I don't know if she is divorced yet, but I hope so.

I love you. No matter what girl your with right now! I love you so much. You don't even know how much I love you. I love you almost more than anyone else. That girl you are dating will never have what we do. This is true love! For me. One day you will love me back! I want you so much! I will always love you. No mater what!! You were there for me all these years. I can never stop loving you!! Why don't you ever tell me you have a girl friend? We are best-friends. you hurt me but you really were looking out for me. You don't want to break my fragile heart. You didn't want to tell me because you knew I liked you. You really do care about me, after all these years. You soothed my tears when i was crying. You made me laugh when I was sad. I love you!! Love, H.....

When guys dump me I use everything I know about them (1st names, jobs, locations, hobbies, background etc) to impersonate them on internet forums for $h!t like furries (people who get off on pretending to be anthropomorphic, often retardedly rainbow-colored animals) and people who F*** life-size dolls. The A-hole NY I-banker who stole my virginity? Has the soul of a winged purple otter prince who likes it up the @$$ from hung foxes. The needled**k engineer who broke up w/me the week before Xmas? Has a whole harem of japanese realdolls & had a big fat sobbing pu$$y crisis requiring much (((hugs))) b/c a flesh&blood woman spoke to him in the grocery store. But he told me I was fat when I'm like 5'5 120# so he deserves it & then some. I spend way way too much time on it & it's starting to interfere w/my real life but it's just so much F***ing FUN!!!!!! If I ever find a hot, REAL man who's faithful & true I'll stop, I promise.