I am about to get out of treatment and I have changed alot but noone at home has changed. I am scared to screw up. what should I do"?

I have just got back with the love of my life. he started seeing someone else but came back to me in the end. but to test his trust i used another number and pretended to be this other girl asking how he was. he never responded thank goodness but i then went on to lie to him and pretend she had text me too, saying some horrible things. I guess I wanted to find out if he had slept with her. I have now made up this huge lie and he's being so nice, trying to prove to me he did not sleep with her and she meant nothing to him but I feel so bad and stupid for starting this stupid lie. It has confrimed what i needed to know but i feel so guilty!!! I will never do anything like this again and can't tell him cause then i'll lose him forever

Sometimes, when I say that I love you, I wish it could be as more than just a friend.

I'm sick of someone that I have been good friends with for a long time. They refuse to listen to advice and continue to make stupid decisions no matter what. I'm to the point where I avoid there calls and am disgusted when I do end up talking to them. I've tried to talk sense into them for years and it's done no good. Their outlook on life is totally different from mine now. I feel I've matured while they haven't.

In theese hot weathers it is not not the a/c and not the cold drinks makes me feel cool. I can only get stone cold when I press my nipples to a cold wall.

Every couple of nights, I put on a mask, dress in black, and kick the shit of criminals and hoodlums that lurk around neighborhood. The streets are much more peaceful now thanks to my efforts.

I've had my sights set on this guy for a few months now. I think he's had his eye on me, too. However, we don't really know each other, but we have a few of the same friends. Infact, we were both at the same party the other night. From what I can tell, we have a lot in common. He's going to college in a few days, but he'll only be about 20 minutes away. My thing is.. I just don't know how this will work. I don't know him well enough to just randomly strike up a conversation on Facebook or something, and now I'll rarely have the opportunity to run into him at parties and stuff because he lives in a different town. It's really driving me crazy. Even though I barely know him, I feel like I like him a lot. Should I just go with the flow and let whatever happen, happen? ..or should I say something to him? If so, what?

they haven't called me for over a week. I knew i should have stuck with who i know. I'll show them. Watch this space........... i'm gna be bigger and better than thme. carry on being fake girls lifes too short for me to worry about what you think anymore.