I was addicted to coke for two years, then I went to rehab. Four nights ago I was at a party and did a few lines. It was great. I don't care about being healthy I want to do coke!!!!!!

I hate being a male, I want to be a female!! I wish it could be true. I hate males, even if I were a woman I would go only with other women

I HATE this girl at work. She drives me nuts. The fact that a friend of mine can even stand being around her, even be GREAT friends with her makes me want to not be friends with my friend! I sometimes try to think up ways that I could secretly cause her troubles and grief. She is a lazy good for nothing stuck up transparent bitch. I have no clue how she is liked by anyone. Maybe because all she does is make kitchy comments and giggles. I hate that someone like her gets to me but oh well. It makes me want to consider getting a new job. I wish she would just---!!!??? UGH!

I've never been in love. And Worry sometimes that I won't be. I try not to let it get me down and go about my days anyway. I'm dating a really nice guy but I question a lot of stuff between us because most of the guys I have gone out with have pretty much been crap. I know he's been in love with someone before and I would love to ask him what it feels like because I don't know. But I'm absolutely horrified to ask him because he might think I am jumping guns and stuff. I know better I really think he wouldn't act that way about it but I'm just to scared to bring it up. I dunno who else to ask about it. I really only think about it when I have absolutely nothing else to do.

I still care about the girl who had hurt me almost three years ago...the person I have ever been closest to. We were never really "just" friends and after she decided to date the other guy over me, our friendship/relationship pretty much immediately fell apart to awkwardness. She's broken up with that guy just recently, and I tried to move on knowing she wouldn't want me to just wait, and I want to try again after giving her some time. My friends all tell me I just lack confidence, but every time I try to talk to her or am around her, instinctively I can't help but remember how close we were, how we communicated and how far apart we've drifted because I see those things in the way she communicates with others. I know that I can't hope for a blank slate, but what can I do to approach her after all this time? I'm so desperately afraid I've completely disappeared from her perspective that I don't know what to do.

I am attracted to another photographer I often see at events. My partner works in the same industry I do. We are around each other all the time. Though he's not the jealous type, I am nervous about a crush on someone who has a similar talent to his -- because my attraction isn't only physical, it's mainly an attraction to this other person's personality and I don't know. This feels strange, a little awful, a little amazing.

I finally did it. It took me months not weeks but i finally lost weight! 28 pounds! ! sad part ? Still got lose that much more atleast :(

Im tired of everyone and everything I wish i can get away from here. Im tired of gettin hurt and feelin alone and lonely. I jus want to go and hide under a rock and wish everyone away. I dont know who my real friends are and im tired of man takin everything from me I jus want to be alone.