He kissed me when he had a girlfriend. I didn't stop him, I encouraged it...just to see if he would.

I hat eyou because you get everything and everyone you want, and you still want more. I have nothing and would kill for what you have. I am apethtic when something happens to you with one of your many guys because you usually caused it. I will listen, but I won't care.

i alomst cheated on my boyfriend when we first started going out with his best friend its be 5 months and i still feel bad...but he alomsted cheated on me with a girl i hate... atleast he told me=( i feel so bad

I am meant to live in this world without a significant other. I realize that now. I was born in the wrong century. Plain and simple.

I am deeply and madly in love with God the Father. I am in love with Him the way a newlywed wife feels for her husband, magnified by at least a million. Each day that passes, I am filled with more and more longing for Him. I honesly do not know how much longer I can go on existing in this world, so far away from Him.

I got drunk for only about the third time on Saturday and made a silly comment of -Go fu.k your mother instead then- to my boyfriend on a phonecall. I did apologise immediately and anyone would have figured it a joke. I've been ass-kissing via text since. Though, yesterday I got a call from him, saying he's in hospital, has tried commiting suicide twice in the past few days and his mom was angry he even answered my call. Apparently he should never see me again and he blames me completely and.. I wanted to be angry because he's made so many real mistakes and this was my first, and an unimportant one, but I just feel so guilty. I can't believe he's blaming me, but if he does hurt himself, I don't know what I'll do. I feel pretty low atm, I tripled on painkillers max dosage yesterday, but they just made me drowsy. That's all, just thought I'd update. Thanks for reading if you do.

I now see that I liked the man you used to be...yourself.

I have an abortion scheduled for Wednesday. I already have two kids, but my husband and I don't want anymore. He says he's OK if I want to keep it though. The truth is that I am so DONE with babies, diapers, and formula! I DON'T WANT TO START ALL OVER. I was just finally getting my life back a little. I know it's selfish. And I am not happy about it. But I don't think I can mentally take another kid!