I feel like I don't deserve to be this happy. My husband and I are reunited, after being seperated for 10 months. Our family is happy. We are doing good financially. We're healthy, our kids are healthy. We've found Jesus, and are born again Christians. I almost feel like I'm not worthy of it. There are so many people around me who are searching for love, are in need of money, or have no family. After all the shit I've done in the past, why do I get to have this?

There are fewer and fewer nice guys left in this world. Why? Cause they feel like I do. What has being nice ever gotten me other than used? My emotions mean nothing to women, they toy with them as they like, and I end up alone as always. No love for you; you don't deserve it. Well I'm tired of it, so maybe I should just be an ass from now on. If I'm destined to be alone, what does it matter anymore?

While I was on a trip with my band, I tried to kill myself by swallowing 48 pills of tylenol. I can't tell anyone, because I've been in the hospital twice for depression and I'm about to go away to college and everyone thinks I'm moving in the -right direction-... but I think I need help.

I am always saying curse words in my mind! I get too angry and I have little patience.

I am 29 and madly in love with a wonderful man. We were discussing marriage. However, I am in an arranged marriage with a man who is 55 years old. He is a horrible man, obsessed with my body without knowing me. My religion requires me to marry him. They will not give me a wedding to the man I truly love. I know my mother would be appaled. What should I do?

I seem to have lost all desire in my life for any sex or love. I've been in relationships, etc. through out my life but for some reason I don't seem to have any desire for anyone anymore. I've had girls flirt, hit on me, and even try to make out with me on a couple of occasions! but I always turn them down and feel no remorse for doing so. I don't know if something is wrong with me but I can't seem to feel content with my self in this state of mind.

got up This morning really late and had to rush round getting ready. rushed out the house and as i was walking up the road i realised that i was DYING for a pee as i hadnt been this morning as i was in a rush! I have to leave well early and it was about 7am, nothing open, and i knew there was no toilet on the station platform anyway and i had already walked half a mile. I couldnt turn round and go home as i was about 45mins late! I knew that i couldnt last the hours journey to work so i had to take drastic action! As i crossed another side street i spotted a small alleyway, i rushed in and pulled down my trousers and thong and peed for england! i thought it wouldnt stop! I walked out feeling much better! Sorry whoevers alleyway it was! Any other girls been in the same situation? Should i have waited? its not really the 'done thing' for girls to pee outside is it? oops. This isnt meant to be a dirty story but no doubt some will be turned on by it so keep it to yourself

I feel like I have no focus in my life. I've given up on finding anything romantic and that doesn't really bother me anymore. I just wish I had something that was my own. A special talent. Or even just a passion for something. Lately I'm just tired of everything. Is this what growing up is? I feel like there's nothing to look forward to if that's true. I can't even find happiness in things that I once loved. I don't see the point in going to school anymore even though all my life I've told myself I would be going through college and grad school. Now I just can't wait for everything to be finished. School, work, life. Am I losing myself or has everyone else reached this point?