I would like to tell him I love him and him be able to actually listen to me for once. Ugh. He wanted to kill himself, I called his mom to stop him (L-D relationship) But while he had broke up with me, hours before, he still admitted he loves me and said he doesn't want to hurt me. He's alive but not doing great and won't let me talk to him properly. I text him alot and have tried to call but I've had 2 texts and a call he hung up on after a minute, since its happened, weeks ago. We were just so close, I don't get why he doesn't want me. And since then, my best friends trying to emotionally blackmail me into sleeping with him. I just don't get why people think it's okay to mess round with me and assume it won't mean a thing. I'm still buying his presents for christmas, I guess they'll be mailed. I just.. wish things were like they were. How do you convince someone they won't hurt you? I just love him so much.

I wanted more than you gave me. You thought I used you like a piece of meat, no I fell for you the first time we met. I told you that you had the most beautiful eyes,,, didn't you feel our connection. Yes, I enjoyed being with you...I would have flown you down to see me anytime....I would have left what I had to be with you as crazy as it sounds. I never used you...I love your accent to, I love the way you sing, I messed up, but all I truly wanted at the least was for us to stay in contact. I wanted you to tell me you fell for me to...I don't care about the distance....I fell for you....I never, ever used you. I will never see you again, I think of you every moment of the day, I'm hurting, and I know deep down you think of me too. Didn't I mean anything to you??? Why couldn't you tell me how you felt about me, truly. Why couldn't we stayed in contact. I will always be here for you...didn't you know that. I want to see you again. I miss you. You owe me a song did u write one for me????

I am 33 year old married male and have had an affair. I got caught and everything is good. But the truth is I wouldnt mind a little fun on the side. I see these women at the gym and think if i could i would! Is that terrible?

I being doing the for most of the time, eventhough its a normal thing for guys, i feel bad about it. I'm trying to control my self but sumtimes i cant. What is sex all about? y people are dying for sex and y am i doing it. sumtimes i just let it go and do it to the max, yet still the same after a day or more back to square 1. Do i need to find the meaning of life?

i fell for you...you pursuede me totally. I have never fallen for anyone like you......I never used you...you were not a piece a meat...(yes this is a girl saying this) you should feel bad ....I know you do....we made a deal...but I fell hard i messed up....i would do anything to hear from you again....I cry every day because I know you are my soulmate...my equal even if my life is full and happy....I will never ever get over you.....my heart breaks too....but you are too weak of a guy to get back in touch with me again....and I think from our affair .....I'm most likely...I will know from a blood test soon that I'm pregnant which is a miracle...because I can't have children....so what do I do....call you pathetically on your cellphone....I'm way above this...have a full life. I am crushed......I would have done anything for you.....I am not some low life....but you can share my full life music boy

I met you when I was only 25. I had no idea what your love was capable of. My ego pushed you away, until finally, you listened. Now, that I am ready to be the man you've always thought I was, you don't want me, and IT'S KILLING ME. I love you more than LIFE and MUSIC. I need you to be a part of me, not apart FROM me. I only have myself to blame. It's 4 in the morning and I know you aren't home, my mind won't let me rest. You said you were busy today, too busy to come to my gig. Not TOO busy to go out with someone else, tho. I cried all the way home, I almost couldn't see the road in front of me. I didn't stop. The pain is too much to bear. I guess when the shoe is on the other foot, it fits a little too tight........

I broke up with my boyfriend but then this weekend I f..ked him...and now I'm letting him think that we're still together (maybe I'm kidding myself and that's my real problem!). I just want a little longer so that I can reel him in some more and then cut him lose...and watch him squirm. I want to hurt men emotionally because I've been hurt so much. He says he loves me but I will never believe him. I still cuddle in bed with my ex-boyfriend, make him dinner almost every night and give him full body massages. We've been broken up for over 2 years, right after I had my abortion. My life is f..ked but you would never know from the outside.

My birthday was yesterday and nobody really did anything at all for me. Even though I said it didn't matter, it kind of does.