loneninjaturtle;
male;
21;
United States of America;
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Ever since moving down here I've felt more lonely than I've ever felt in my entire life. I live with my two best friends but because we live together we have begun to live separate lives and have drifted apart. I am by myself constantly and I don't like it; don't get me wrong, I do enjoy time to myself...but when you spend all your time at home by yourself it gets pretty damn depressing. Not to mention the fact that I am broke and can't even afford to go out and meet some possible new friends in this town. Although, I must say it is quite refreshing to be able to stand in a large crowd of people and feel as though I am invisible. It is very freeing. I'm not trying to make my situation worse than it sounds at all, other than that I am great, I just wish I had a few people around who would call once in a while. Just nice to know that people care sometimes, you know?
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Well I am having trouble with my wife and money. She has currently had he mother move in with us who is not working at all so I am paying for her car, insurance, phone, food and pretty much evrything. My wife was working but decided today without me to just up and quit so I am the only one supporting my wife, son and her mother. I just dont think it's right. My mother-in-law cannot work because she is disabled and is supposed to get social security but she was caught working under the table and now she does not get any of that money. and my son's first birthday and chirstmas is coming up and now I dont think I will be able to get him anything because most of my check goes to all of the bills like rent, food, car payments... and my credit is not so good right now.. What should I do?
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I am a serial adulterer. I've been married 5 years and I've had 5 affairs. I just can't help myself. I get no affection from my wife so I seek my comfort in the arms of others.
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people tell me how perfect my life is.
but none of them realize how f..king hard i work for it.
and how miserably i've been failing lately.
what the f..k is wrong with me? why do i have to make my life impress everyone BUT myself?
i don't want to be top of my class.
i don't want to be skinny.
i don't want to be liked.
except that the fact is, i really do want all of that.
i just don't like to admit it.
fu..
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After nigths of toying and me running away and coming back to you again, we finally spent the night together. You have no idea how much i needed that, how i feel as if i used you, and yet how broken and lost i am now more than ever. It sucks that you do't want to be with me...
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You spent years slowly knocking down the walls I've put up...and now you've gone and left them down for somebody else...they better hurry up, because I'm starting to get scared and put them up again...
p.s. i cut myself...and more than half the scars on my arms have you as their source.
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I really like you, and I love it when you give me attention. But I don't like the fact that you're kind of sending me mixed signals. You told my friends you didn't like me like that, only as a friend, but some of my friends believe that you are flirting with me. Maybe flirting doesn't mean anything anymore... I really want to ... at least have a chance with you, you're just so nice... the way you always ask me so softly when you bring up something like that... I'm surprised I even answered you at all today. And you didn't even let go of my hand until I answered. Why is it so confusing? I don't think I'll ever get it...
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I was with my brother when he ran over his girlfriend, actually fiance, in 2000, it was not an accident, but how do you tell on your own borther, even tho what he did almost killed her?
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